It Shall Come To Past

Last Farewell Unbreakablememories =)

2012-01-03T10:33:00.001-08:00

It's really been awhile...
I have ORD-ed Blog =)
Been months since i last wrote on you
Just a slight update about myself
Has started working in Malaysia
Came as expected, A new start for myself
By the way its already 2012...time flies Blog
Tons of things that i wanna jot down here
So please bear with me for the pain on you Blog =)
There is alot of people i believe i should really be brave enough to apologize to

Yvonne Neo Yi Wen - I'm glad you have found your partner. I always thought i would be the one standing beside you though but well i got held back by showing my own feelings even though i knew you were waiting for me. I'm sorry but aleast i know your happy now. That's all it matters! Do take care because i doubt we will be talking anymore until we cease from this world. Do take care my friend! Your one of my greatest regrets in life

Janet Lim Jing Qi - It's been a fun journey since 2009 knowing you. Full of ups and downs though. Thanks for bring me into this other side of the world that i have never been. Rather the reality world which i never knew. I know you treasure our friendship, so do I, honestly. But i just couldn't bring myself to face you to remind myself of how my life would be if i was matured to face you when things were really good. I got greedy and blinded. I shouldn't have do so much things to cause so much misunderstanding. You found your happiness too...i'm glad for you too. So do take care my friend and may God bless you

Wong Lian Wei - I know i have been sarcastic with you alot, maybe u got abit pissed at me for it, but definitely you don't deserve my best when you can handle me at my worst! =P just kidding bro! you always been a great companion to me, a great adviser...I'm glad knowing you all these while. Thanks for staying by my side through all these period. Life just starting to get better, hang tight! You will make it someday!

Chia Yong Jie - You been a great friend bro! Always giving up yourself to others. A great leader and scarification piece you have been =)my ideal role model but i never make it...but i'm still trying though! I know you too well to be mention it all here, so if i ever get a chance, i'll let you know how great a person you are! Stay tuned!

Annabella Koh Chien Yi - There you go! You will always be my great sister! A person that really stayed till the end for me...you have no idea how grateful to you i am but words can never be enough Anna, so here i wanna say is...I Love You =) you will be the closest person i can ever have other than my family members and it will always be =) even the promised come through at the age of 29 because...i just know you and Sam will make a great couple =D nth will come across between you guys! So be faithful and be trustworthy! Time will prove everything about Sam, you know you picked the right choice =)

There is too many people i want to give thanks too, but then again, who will be reading this blog? so it shall be written here and done so. Why so? Because i have given lots of thoughts during these few months. Life ain't easy but we still have to struggle through it. 2012 is really a new start Kew Jun Jie!

Finally decided to leave most of my things behind and adventure out..but lucky me! i have many things people doesn't have! C.H.A.N.C.E.S i hope to get your support though i have lots of negative comments! But i will make it through and survive through those comments! Just watch it!

This is the last post i'm gonna write on you, Blog =)
I have decided to shut it down but not close it
Because someday, just maybe someday, i might just look back
And see, how much i have grown
From someone who doesn't know how to love and express himself
To someone who knows how to love and communicate his feelings to people that is important to him
Thanks for always being my "Angry Bin"
It Must Have Been Painful All These Years =)
I'll never forget this page, this link
The New Unknown Future, Here I Come! =D

The Song - "A Thousand Years" just keep on playing~

I'm Sorry

2011-04-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i last felt so "EMO"
been busy with the ATEC evaluation i guess..
(NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE EMO-ING!!!)
1A is over...1B upcoming
But i cant help but realise how boring weekends can be for me
not boring...lonely shd be the correct words now
everything builds up from the PAST
again...PRIDE issue...i have change-D, mature-D
but it doesnt matter anymore
Friends is a big UNKNOWN to me now
what happen to the circle of friends i used to have?
i guess i fucked it up, a big fuck up
i nv ever though things would end up this way
im impulsive, aggressive, immatured or whatever ways you can put it
im done...im a NEW me
(SOUNDS FAMILIAR?)
just finish the movie "不能說的秘密"
realise that i just disappointed the person who i shdnt be
things were going perfect...i screwed it up
i was too greedy, wanting to have the best of both
but then i realise its never gonna be, i realise it too late
(WAY TOO LATE)
i shdnt have made those promises, those all talk no actions stuffs
i shdnt have promise you things i cldnt get it done
if i ever get the chance to speak to you, meet you
when i say "I'm Sorry"
do take me seriously...because...
i dont know when will i ever get the chance to speak to you again
shdnt have let all these happen, shdnt be distracted along the way
everything was so perfect at the point of time
i was blinded by my greediness....i shdnt have
i would give up anything to change the whole situation
even knowing you will never be mine =)
tkcr...you know i miss you all these while...

P.R.I.D.E

2011-02-22T08:26:00.000-08:00

PRIDE...a heavy price to pay for eh...
But it is what it is that brought me to where I am today
Gain and Losses both I experience it
Privileges, power, trust and reputation are my gains
Bball and love are my losses
To balance them is hard...because the PRIDE stands so TALL
I have put down my pride for both losses
But still...its LOST =)
Both time I ask for slot to play, both time its failure
False hope given by best friend, came out to nth but my naïve thinking
I guess its really time to stop being naïve =)
I shd really take my time on bball to concentrate on others
Life has much more to offer then just exercising
Goodbye bball...u will just be a leisure n socializing circle in future

P.S. To Bring Me Down, You Have To Bring My Pride Down...

Haru Haru

2011-02-20T06:12:00.001-08:00

Feeling Empty

2011-01-23T08:52:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I last felt so empty can't believe I used up my weekend to solve the 1000piece jigsaw puzzle. Oh well can't be help because I used to have this hobby right? Everyone is asleep now except for me. I guess I'm just hungry that's all...maybe there's more then that =) I don't know where to start off from anymore. Maybe it's just like the jigsaw puzzle I have been solving all these while...it's no longer the perfect picture I have in mind any longer...the pieces doesn't fit anymore. Sometimes jigsaw puzzle have missing pieces that make the picture imperfect. It's just happen to be the imperfect puzzle I have been solving since 2years back I believe. Maybe you are right, it ain't suppose to begin with. I thought I have left it back there and then but I guess its just like to lingers around. I ain't perfect, I guess I just miss you that's all. I believe I shouldn't be saying this too now...it's of no use...I should so a better deed by believe that not all puzzle is as beautiful as one fixes it. I screw up the pieces, it's shall be just it is...the other puzzle might just be the perfect story for you. The words, it just not the meaning I want to portray my meanings, I got desperate...I need a smoke...

Last Farewell - Big Bang

2011-01-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

Reality Vs Dream

2011-01-06T03:40:00.000-08:00

I Been Slipping In And Out Of My Sleep
An Interval Of 2Hours In Between Of Waking Up
Its Been Like This The Whole Day
I Have Received Calls From Camp And Others
I Have Dream About Things From Camp And Others
I Have Made Call To Others Too
Only To Find Out All Of Them Was Just A Dream
Wearing Jacket With 2 Layers Of Blanket Still
Can't Beat The Cold That Is Radiating Out Of My Body
For The First Time, I Felt Like I'm Dying
I Can't Tell What Is Reality What Is Dream
All I Know Is I'm Running A Fever Of 39.3 Degree Celsius

Justifying Myself

2010-12-11T11:41:00.000-08:00

Finally
Weeks Have Past
Months Have Gone
Year Coming To An End
ORD IS NEARER <--- MOST IMPORTANT!

Okay La, Even If ORD Date Is Nearer
I Think I'll Still Be "sad" Somehow
Of The Times Spent, Hardship And Enjoyment
You Will Miss It No Matter What
That's What They This Kind Of Things - Memories

That's How Life Goes
Memories - A Thing We Can't Seems To Part With
A Fantasy World We Always Dream Of
But When Things Got Into Place
It Just Falls Apart
And Again People Says:
All Good Things Comes To An End

But Why Don't They Learn To Treasure It?
Because Of Certain Reasons They Have To Give Up
Or Just Because They Think They Can't Handle It
Whatever The Reasons Is
Just Share Your Thoughts And Get Your Message Across
Maybe It's Just Me, Who Doesn't Understands It

Others May Have Disappoint You, Let You Down
But Not Me...Aleast Not I Believe
Even If I Let You Down, I Tried My Best To Make It Up
I Would And I Will
Because I Am No Longer The Old Me
I Have Change, Dramatically Change
But I Don't Seems To Get It Across
Other Guys Might Be A Failure But Not Me
Never Categorize Me Same As Those Jerk
Because You Know Me Well, I'm Different
And I Dare To Say That Because I Believe In Myself
I AIN'T A JERK NOR AN ASSHOLE

131110

2010-11-12T14:43:00.000-08:00

Screw The Night Man!

Vorg Kew Jun Jie
Maybe You Shouldn't Dream So Much
Reality Still Fits You Best =)
Give Up Might Be An Easier Choice!

Happy Birthday! =)

2010-10-02T23:12:00.001-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday To You =)

Woot! just finish the preparation exercise >.<
LION ROARRRR!!!!
final one is coming...Giant Strike
after that, its really die down time...i have nth much more to go for
tml is specialist day...2 MA in a row...NICE!
too much assignment at hand, 1 statement for writing
AGAIN STATEMENT! i think my name is gonna be so stink in TERREX
why? cuz i have been writing statements and statements for dmg of terrex
NOT as if i wanted them!!
In fact, ALL of the times, im the INNOCENT PARTY! im not even the one driving -.-
but whatever...just write...every man for themselves
HUMAN are selfish! hehe...not all infact! aleast a few i know of
done with statement, another upcoming assignment for myself
ELSE? confinement lor...what else...Zzzz....
FML man LOLOLOLOL!!! no pay increment, no course to go, internal promotion
doing so much job...but still im a 3SG KEW JUN JIE
i bought this upon myself...too interested for the bayonet
now i cant use it to poke ppl anymore >.< for myself maybe
kk enough of complaining

i guess i shall just make things clear here
once i get out, ill never sink in again, becuz it SUCKS to be in IT!
not going down doesnt means im not being friend enough
is becuz i dun want to see anymore scene that i dun wish to be remind of
pls spare a though for me...after so long
whats never meant to be will nv meant to be
i acknowledge that, through a long period of time
its been a year...looking back honestly
im always alone shouldering this, who is there to spare a though for me?
this just make sense afterall right?
since u know it, why still do it?
aint things good as just the way it is, why go integrate more?
i just love the way my life is now...
aleast i know i have someone to depend on whenever i need somebody =)

300810

2010-08-29T10:54:00.000-07:00

It's really a good feeling to know u dont have to book in. WOOT!
BEST OF THE BEST!
"I give u the freedom to do what you need ba, just dont get into trouble"
what more can i ask for XD the best of the best came out already ^.^
but all these doesnt comes easy though...many factors comes into play for this benefits
well basically, the main reason didnt book in was to spend more time with my cuzzie
dinner at LONG BEACH @ east coast...its was total confusion as there is more than
1 LONG BEACH @ east coast...but whatever it is...its the one near MCDONALDS

everybody brought along their other party except for me XD
i think im losing out on this factor ar...gotta buck up abit more liao
everybody been asking me ar...WHERE'S MINE?
that's when i just realize BEING RICH IS EVERYTHING
why i say so? becuz they came to sg to do some stuffs and whats next?
extra cash dunno what to do? go house see-ing & whats next?
3.5m bukit timah free household BOUGHT! -.- thats the power of being rich
new updates...bought 50ipad...given to company members...OWNS!
now do u believe in the power of $$...becuz im already $_$
F1 coming...shd be able to watch it again...miss last year...definitely not this year

Movie right after dinner - The Expendables =D
like they said...a no-brainer movie
just action action and actions
but b4 movie was coffeeclub
always see one but nv step inside one b4
the atmosphere was good, well aleast good for not drinking, slacking talking gaming
its real cool though! too bad it didnt last long
movie was rushing for us, just some army talks thats all

Here comes the irritating part....everything is the same again
same theater, same person collecting ticket, same person selling the ticket
its the exact same day as 110810
i gotta love the way my life it is now =)
and i know i got much much more than what i need already
i should learn to be contented...aleast...

I Own Many Things People Can Never Have
But That Particular Thing He Owns, I Can Never Have It Back

Airplanes

2010-08-06T11:12:00.000-07:00

This melody has been going on and on in my head since like wednesday?!
lol...its a catchy and nice song...even better after i found out abt the lyrics
YES! finally the time for the new deskie is coming in TOMORROW! I SWEAR!
its been 1 week i have hold back the urge to buy the new com
stupid PC hold back my time and i couldnt get it as planned
else ill be using the new DESKIE with my 24-inch screen...TMD!
anyway...in a few hours time, DESKIE will be coming in
lappie will be with mum...but still it BELONGS to ME!
too much things i have inside to just give it up so easily =')
tml might be clubbing to celebrate yj 22nd bday
missed it last year, this year celebrate...i just FUCKING hope
HOPE! he doesnt puke on me this TIME! becuz its his BDAY CELEBRATION
and ppl will bound to make him drunk >.< guess i better wear double this time round
aye....area cleaning done, the songs been playing for hours non-stop
time to stop it b4 it get hang of it in my brain
if only airplanes can really be treat as WISHING STARS
ILL HAVE MANY DREAMS COME TRUE =D

Endless Rain - X Japan

2010-07-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

It' been awhile since I last really blog

Been a stressful week =)
Guess being a PS is not as easy as I tot it would be
Not even mentioning to go for a PS course to get my 2nd sgt
Terrex crash indirectly my fault
Vehicle breakdown due to negligence
All this just beats down the effort I put in the past few days
Too me I guess, as usual expecting too much from myself
Everyone is saying, YOU BEEN WORKING VERY HARD, TOO MUCH SAI KANG ON YOU
But this just shows the effort put in
Everyone asked just becuz they KPO, not they are concern
Soon, news will spread, ill be ashamed of my actions
But what more can I expect from these ppl
In their mind, 1 mistake kills every single ouch of effort
What more can I say to justify myself?
Nine I guess...things shall just be as it is
Statements done, let's wait for the verdict to start
Afterall, not the FIRST time I crash!
It shall be just as it is =)
Drink Like A Fish, Smoke Like A Chimney

晴天

2010-06-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

finally i get to know what this song is really about =)
took me a long while though even though im Jay Chou's fan XD
ok la not fan...just fond of his music thats all
why the sudden feel to listen to his songs? becuz im learning guitar
being an music idiot, i doubt i can go FAR!
so this is where i start off, with the initials of 晴天
then lets hope i can learn more in future
how far it will take me, NO EYEIDEA
but just hope for the best ba
Silver Bayonet got it le, unfortunately not GOLD
even though the GOLD deserved to be someone better but not the actual fella!
just becuz i smoke doesn't means im bad, LOUSY ENCIK
BOO!!~
doesn't means i smoke, u shd pick on me, get over ur stupid ideas
i got what i deserve becuz i work hard for it
dont be a pussy and starting pick me just becuz i didnt grab ur balls hard enough
try hard for me n push me HARDER, just abit more maybe ill be likely
TO GRAB YOUR FUCKING HARD BALLS HARDER till it BURST!
end of course coming...cant be bothered with u guys anymore
show ur favourtism to those who grab ur balls hard enough
im going for my PS course soon...thats my options
thats the kind of achievement i earned, get out of my path
b4 i really squeeze the juice out of ur balls...FUCK OFF!

What's Next?

2010-05-08T10:49:00.000-07:00

1 more week of outfield and its lepak for 2 weeks time
3 weeks time, im SGT already...pay increment again
woohoo~ 7mth solider liao sia...once again, time flies!
new com is coming...looking forward monthly do helps =)
now the only thing left, is working harder!
hopefully, not a GB but aleast a SB...GAMBATTE!
bday was kinda special one though...lots of wishes
way BETTER than last year...last year was pathetic!
got birthday song aleast from my course mates!!! unexpected one!!
party was last week...this week, shall be a saving one

the past years was nice...but it was too short
somehow i hope i can make it last longer
but that doesn't seems to be the case
but whatever it is, i still hope to wish you all the best
i guess either one have to get the ball rolling
from a small snowball, it will keep rolling till it becomes bigger and BIGGER
we may have lost contact, might not even see each other again
but still...ALL THE BEST =)
those memories will be kept within me and myself for me to dwell on
regrets is what all human fears...it will always surface
no matter how well u try to solve or cover it up
aleast i know, the ball shall continue rolling, things shall just get rolled over
thank you for everything, for every effort...a very sincere thank you from me
things shall just keep going on for us, definitely a different path
hopefully, a better one for u and for me
Thank You & Take Care =)
It Shall Just Be The Way It Is And It Will Never Be Change Neither By You Nor Me Anymore

It's Coming

2010-05-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

what more can i say? the BIG day is coming!!
but nah...thats not the main one i guess
the main one is....
I LOVE YOU
just got this sudden urge to say it out
but it just doesnt seems to bother anyone
*which is also good*
i shall go free somehow
unleash the BEAST! ROAR!!!!!!!!

I Still Cant Let Go

2010-04-25T03:55:00.000-07:00

this week is a HEALTHY week...WHY?!
i went jogging, gyming and bballing in 2days
what more can others ask for? lol
it was tuition, then gym, tuition and dinner celebration
followed by jogging and bballing...feels good that the whole body is aching
finally able to speak whats really been holding on for long
which i though NOBODY will ever undersrand what i wanna say
even if i said it out...but i guess i was wrong
i let it all out, and it feels good and i guess, its really this time
which i should know what should be done
things were just never meant to be, the pieces just doesnt fits anymore
edge are not fitting but just causing deeper wound to each other thats all
now...i just feel good and better abt it
and to this particular friend of MINE!
who says im able to let it go after so long! its just that i doesnt show it
doesnt mean i dont feel the hurt at ALL
weeks are passing fast, 1 more mth to 3rd sgt rank
pay raise, been spending alot, time to cut down again
else ill have to wait longer to accomplish my plans already >.<
next friday POWER HOUSE ^.^ party till the night is wasted XD
its a pre-advance bday for me and fred! wahahah
expecting more and more to come becuz sat im booked too
plans are up, no need to crack head again
Go back to face the past, it'll makes u grow stronger - Sharlene Lau Huang Ji

21st Birthday!

2010-04-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

So many ppl are celebrating their 21st today!
Happy 21st Birthday peeps!
A 21st is a MUST to celebrate man! Many have no ideas of how to celebrate? But why? Cuz they have been celebrating all these years already! Wth right -_-"
Super regret not able to celebrate my 21st to the max la!
Celebrate at a bball court seems abit stupid for me last year!
This year shall not be the same! Shall be a make up =) but again what ar?
Getting drunk and wasted at butter fac?
Must get it plan asap I guess...but like I'm missing a soul mate to be in it...hmmm a social escort will be nice XD but nah! I shall go fish up some to help make it nice! 22nd here I come!
Byebye 21st =') nevertheless, a year to be remembered and forgotten =)

Playboy?

2010-04-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

lol to think my mum thinks im a PLAYBOY?
asking me is the gal from where-ever sch
lol...no? then where is this gal from?
my sec sch friend? then 2 different person ar?
of course...wa then each leg on each different boat ar?
wth right?! i dun even have the looks or cash to go ard PLAYING
how would i know <--- thats the answer i got
THX ar MUM! for thinking so "highly" of ur SON
but im shock she still rmbs so many things which i didnt mention much
not updating her might be a bad thing

this sat was a wasted one..did nth much
except camping at home the whole day
but also good la...jsut that kinda quiet when everybody is out
get to rest lots...next week its my turn to drive the 3million vehicle
hopes it doesnt overturn or crash else ill be signing off my ass for ARMY
pay came...$200 does makes a BIG difference to me though
just short of the marksman cash also!!
damm it...everything is abt $$$ now

my ideal dream of becoming my own boss still goes on
but cousin came to me with a new plan ^_^
PUB! kinda stupid ar...but still an ideal one
support me with the capital...but nah
i still prefer to earn my own and strive on my own
he is still too young to understand the business world
nonetheless, im included in it too...i need more experience
i need more planning, starting a business its not as easy as we think
lastly, discipline to doing stuffs is the basic =)
nitez! changes are still on going

Accidents Can Be Fatal!

2010-04-11T01:59:00.001-07:00

today is not a GOOD day! just witness an accident
so freaking hell sia...but lucky the guy didnt die
just suffered some internal bleeding i guess
hope the guy recover soon enough

ytd was my first time to Pulau Ubin leh!
after like 22years of my life? o.O ridiculous
anyway...was a outing planned by sharlene...thx to her
i got a meaningful day spent out last night
aleast i wont be at home ALONE when mum, dad cousin is in msia
bro outside the ENTIRE day!
went there for fishing and bbq-ing with yh family -.-
abit strange ar...when i tot was only me, shar, wh, yh, paul and fred
pop out the entire family go...but also good la...got more fun
know 2 new kiddo who are damm power! and spoiled i guess XD
but they are cute la...still kids ma
fishing the entire evening with bbq standby for us
fish keep getting on to the bait like free sia
got stingray, stonefish, catfish, flower crab o.O a unknown fish caught by me
and lastly...fucking...EEL! nb...wonder how pauline caught
the crab and eel just by hooking instead of fish biting
Zzz...its fun its fun...took lots of funny picture
which i NEVER though ill do it...as my "pride" always refrain me from it
but i just realise...its again...FUNNY! who cares as long as i have my FUN
waiting for sharlene to post those pics up..didnt look at them
only can hear them laugh like crazy when looking at the pics
just have to stay tuned for it ^_^
everybody seems shock i started lighting sticks
that shocking huh? maybe i shdnt do it infront of them i guess
its too late for everything! just hope the news dont get to my mum
and 1 more good news! i have the cash to buy my computer le ^.^
i saved up lor...wahaha cant believe that its such a fast dream
soon ill buy it, then learn my bike license this year
and thats all...just hope this year past fast, better if faster than last year
still miss those days when i was civilian...but life still gotta move on
things will get better, life will get better too! =)
just bring a gal home to slp, doesnt means she is my gf k! -.-
why does mum always think this away...damm!
so hard to convince her...i slept on the floor and she slp on bed
whats wrong? Zzz..nvm...as long as i know im free of guilt ^.^
once again...packing up liao! =D
TERREX, my new 3m vehicle =)

Who Got The Bigger Balls?

2010-04-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

gotta salute u man young 2lt Y J Chia
lol...u finally pop the question that u wanted to ask
indeed u have no more regrets
and u wanted me to ask =)
on the other hand, ask le...got what used ar?
it aint gonna change the fact or anything what
and he goes again...no must ask...so blah blah blah
but he is also right...why?
becuz im the one who asked him to ask
in return, i dun have the balls to ask...LOL
contradicting...but still like i said
ask le got used meh? this is the same thinking as sharlene
so its book in time again...this week gonna be a busy week
ciaoz! and be back on friday with meets up with ppl already booking me >.<

SMILE & Everything Will Be Fine

2010-04-03T09:09:00.000-07:00

Pack Pack Pack...reshuffled my room already
like finally after years of piles up of books and magazine
GUY's room its common...what's next?
new computer, new table, new room with new decorations!
gundams will be up for display for my viewing
visitors WELCOME =D $1 PLEASE!
its for the viewing of ARTISTIC work!

new course starting up! schedule are always changing
worst! im gonna celebrate my bday on LIVE FIRING
sat burn too...its 22nd which suppose to be super havoc
to make it up for the 21st!!! TMD!
nvm nvm...still got next year
catch up with many ppl this week
practically ppl whom i didnt meet for ages
talking abt the GOOD old times...jokes, pranks and everything under the SUN
maturity level went up, thinking abt it still makes a smile though XD
shall have more groups of friends instead of stick to 1!
lesson learn! things to CHANGE again

get strong once again, and you be able to move on shar =)
never give in to your false hope
becuz humans always fail at this point!
packing still goes on =D

Let's Strive!

2010-03-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! Get to blog in camp! Song bo? Lol...k la abit stupid ar. Can't slp now though. Tml is ippt again, aiming to keep GOLD might not be a easy thing afterall. Partly due to the new road n of course of some habits. But nonetheless, 9mins is what I'm aiming for. Getting better n better each time I strive forward. Aiming to be the best of the best if possible. Competition is strong, but giving up was nv my forte! That shall be for all
Sorry for betraying your trust in me mum. Promise ill get away from it asap. <3
A smile for anyone for needs it =)
Stay strong and hang on strong!
New phrase learned: Assumption Is The Mother Of All Fuck Up-ed!

Untitled

2010-03-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

*today shall be a good boy and stay at home
no party, no night life, no supper =x
save money, keep body in shape*

ytd BBQ was damm old school i swear
becuz we use to super duper old method of starting FIRE
gathering dry leaves and branches from the jungle behind the house
we almost wanted to start fire using ROCKS! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT O.O
YEAH! thats how crazy & serious we ARE!
but we didnt la, using lighter else the BBQ will only end at daylight
though its only 2 person BBQ-ing but its fun i swear
with the garden music blasting out to the horse field just for the 2 of us
cooking cheese hotdogs, ramly buger, steak and bacons
delicious...promise to do it another time man
came up with lots of craps becuz of the ambiance
swimming pool beside the tables, bbq pit behind the tables
flower surrounding the tables and great view with music playing
woot! just like what u sees in the show
just that this time im having it with my MALE cousin -.-
abit off, but its totally fine becuz we are having fun instead of dating
but slightly earlier b4 the bbq
went to the new shopping center called E-Curve(The-Curve)
its a combination of 3 vivo! didnt finish the entire thing
just walk 1 can DIE! practically DIE i mean
bought animations VCD, TWELVE GUNDAMS, YES 12 GUNDAMS! ITS CHEAPER than sg =x
Mum was okay with me buying it XP
she says rather than i spend on gambling, which i totally agrees ^.^
1 Gym ball for sitting which turn out too SMALL
thats all i spend and totalling up to RM400
wasnt expecting to spend so much again, must really learn to save already

SUPPOSE to be EARTH HOUR now...meaning what? Lights and everything shd be off
FOR 1 HOUR...but SG-ans seems to heck care abt it...not like BATAM
have to play bowling with candle lights -.- yeah thats what i did at BATAM
LAST YEAR =) a place that couples shd really go...2 THUMBS UP
i will go again, sooner or later, definitely with the "special" someone
*thats if i happen to have it*
but b4 that, i already planned to go Melbourne on December 2011
its a confirm PLAN by ME! housing is provided, just bring myself along
my wish to see REAL snow can finally come true now...built snowman, snow angel
wahaahaha~ to other may be long, but ill look forward to it
becuz i believe time flies!
back to here! reality again ='(
plenty of stuffs packed ready for camp tml...a place where nobody wanna go
why? becuz its lost of freedom and HAUNTED D=
jog for awhile, with the competition going on...just that...
this time, im not in the team, they got me replaced...
the reasons given, understandable and i accepted it, shall say nth much
so be it, to hell with it =) i guess i shall say im done over there
shall drop it, look forward and start planning already
to be serious, i also dunno what shd i start planning
but 1 thing im here to say, im gonna let those who look down on me
REGRET that they look down on me once, and i shall nv give them chance
to TURN OVER themselves to suck up to me...to HELL with u guys
that's all...goodnight world =) LIFE SUCKS ^_^

Early Night

2010-03-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

due to limited entertainment going on, shall slp early tonight
stupid GAME! haiz...of all times it died on me now! >.<
got up to do online search of how to marinate beef ^_^
preparing for tml night BBQ! but the weather forecast doesnt seems good
to hell with it, BBQ will still goes on, just at a later timing
got myself a few show on HBO to kill time which i shdnt be wasting
The unborn, Beuwolf and some black American show
damm im still not over the fact i cant game anymore!!!
i shall try re install tml? =x Hehe...
bike lessons, gym, swimming and BBQ
then its SG again =(
feels that the lock up for next week gonna come soon
so damm feel like becoming msian la!
aleast thats where i feel freedom and crazy
becuz i GREW up here =)
have u ever tried climbing on rice bags play catching?
tried walking inside a drain? catch pigeon? catch fish in long kang?
climb coconut tree to pluck coconut? all these i do it
and its all in msia =)
where to do all that in sg now? cant even find a good spot for it XD
shall say no more...stupid beuwolf inside got angelina jolene -.-
crappy sia! nitez!
looking forward to more party nights!
imma be a party animal XD

Entertainment Center

2010-03-24T13:32:00.000-07:00

A Truely Entertainment Center
why i said so? becuz today upon landing
is biker license with updating of my game
done all that, night time ending with wendy burger
and shopping for friday bbq!
tml lesson plan, kawasaki at the jungle and HARLEY DAVIDSON!
from 3 harley to 5 harley...strange and funny but its true =)
but thats afternoon plan, morning? suntan, gym and swimming
pack right? all in 1 house! full of entertainment
maybe at night end off with movies ba!
friday night still thinking of what to do, but night is BBQ!
lets play it doesnt rain, else ill murder myself
sat heading home end of holiday trip
starting to work like a cow next week!

quiet nights like this always feel good to have ppl to talk to
Thank you for entertaining me while enjoying my stay over here
if only nights were like this every day
life would be more simpler to fulfilled
and i would just wish i could live longer
once again, thanks and tkcr of your health =)

Humans Are Funny Character

2010-03-23T12:09:00.000-07:00

it does feels sad when u chase a friend away u know?
a reason why i chase her away? becuz the question she asked
is too IRRITATING!
although u know that she means no harm in asking those question
but after u manage to like shake her off already
u start to feel not used to it...stupid right? -.-
but really think abt it, isn's this what all regrets came from?
anyway, do wish her all the best though
just treasure what u have if u have it, rather than when losing it

flying off to msia ltr =D wahahah....bike lesson 2
hopefully will include harley lesson =P
enjoy now, suffer later!!! thats the lesson plan for my upcoming army schdule
anyway, my bunk is haunted, confirm + chop! just pray hard i dont meet "it"
gotta rush to pack and its off to msia
nth much to chat abt!
OH YEAH, b4 i forgot!!!
Never EVER eat Double McSpicy with Spicy Fries!!!!
they burn ur stomach!!!!!!!!! im having a terrible tummyache now >.<
nitez!

*Ice Blast Is Good Till The Last Puff, But I Still Prefer Mint Ice Shisha =)*

Meow :3

2010-03-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

LOL! a random cat just pop into my house moments ago
its like so random...out of no where it came into the hse
and started exploring till it hit my room door
funny...

one more thing...me and tl shall be part time christian XD
monday to saturday is free thinker, only sunday, christian
why? becuz tl wanna go in and see gals as we were walking ard in ms
wanting to go to the church of "The Rock"
there came leonard with his unique jokes
"If ya smellllllllllll, what the rock, is cookinggggggggggg"
thx ar leonard, leaving us bursting away in ms XD

Once Bitten, Twice Shy
So the next one that came along
Shall be the one to stay
That's if its able to move the ice berg that is build over the years

Just Thinking Will Drive You Crazy

2010-03-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

It seems to be a super long weekend
Friday noon book out, Monday morning book in
but still, it passes in like *wink wink*
bored to always say the same old phrase but its just these few phrase afterall
didnt do anything much till last night
went partying with ln, shar and boon
came ltr johnny, cheryl and another guy which i cant rmb his name
a funny thing is that, i have to find a inner tee to go with my vest?
my mum got it done for me...wth right? she knows fashion even better than me!
haha oh well, what to do? years of experience what!
guess ytd night was really the only night which i really know how to party
its like...something which i nv have b4, it just really moves my body
all went to fish on their on except me, doing the usual guard duty
wahaha...whats the point to fish man? when all i want is just some music
breakfast at liang court mac then its home!!
wake up with a last minute plan to city area for walking again
the guys got their stuffs ard suntec and penisular
been ages since i last visited there siol XD
maybe it just didnt cross my mind that place still exist =X
anyway shopping was done and im suppose to get nth at all
but still got myself a wireless keyboard and mouse
was at a promotion price, and was for my future bday gift!
ok i always have an excuses to get myself stuffs
but cant be help what, its tempting to have money and DONT spent
u feel good after spend some cash and ITS TRUE 100% SIGN CHOP BY J J KEW
and now? tl psycho-ing me to buy some dopie dope slipper?
but its too freaking not suit for me ba =)
as usual, not really wanting to try out new stuffs woohoo~
but someday, i gonna try mohawk hairstyle ^.^
till that day, i shall see!
thats all for this week, no contraband items in camp =(
gonna miss the online and stuffs, SIAO LIAO LA!
CANNOT TAKE IT~

its time to change myself already =)

Moving Out

2010-03-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

so tempted to take MC for today just to skip tml OUTFIELD
damm it man! getting more and more chao keng already XD
its just sianz thinking of going out there and slogging it out
WORST! its just 2days 1night, maybe i shd be glad abt it =)

was out the whole day on sat, didnt wanna stay home and rot
went to IT fair to kill sometime and Squeeze~
why i say so? becuz i dont have to buy anything! and i still go kuay sio
but i bought myself a VEST, something which i wanted long long time ago
finally i bought it, even leo says "FINALLY AR?" -.-
acc balance not much left, computer plans push back
but no worries ^_^ that computer shall be this year 22nd bday gift
I THINK I'M LOVING MYSELF WAY TOO MUCH
btw...do i look like a person who will read storybook?
but somehow i did buy a storybook from the author who wrote P.S. I LOVE YOU
ROMANCE...dont even expect that ill be reading that kind of book right
that shall be my pass time equipment during my free time
3 more week till the next pay comes in
little budget to survive on, lesser nights out for me
lesser spending for the weekends
faster get the rank, faster get my com, faster get a pay raise
its either UP or DOWN, P.S or 3rd S
yj got the officer sword le, so envious of it!
its the sword with name engraved on it, while mine? only bayonet
but thats not even a confirm one! only the best in the platoon gets it
Come on Vorg! Aim again, you can do it =) Silver Bayonet
but can i do it? ?_?
give me a sign where shall i be heading =)

Blinded For A Moment

2010-03-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

this week was a hectic week though
rushing here and there, lots of out of camp activity
not much PT going on though, more of CT
anyway no Marksman =( no $200
means what? lesser of cash to spend this month
gotta cut down on my spending liao lor!
1 more week to go b4 moving to Ang Mo Gui Camp ( Foreigner Ghost Camp)
known as 2 SIR, a known to be tough camp
always says its tough but when is it really to my breakdown point? o.O
everytime complain tough, but still i survived through it what
so this shall just be another test to survive thats all
mentality is what matters most =)

sometimes stuffs just needs a little more digging to know whats going on
just takes that little more effort to get things cleared
i guess i shall just let the clock stop ticking for a moment
or maybe...let it die off
definitely will be better, aleast thats what i believe in

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak,
Sometimes it just means
you're STRONG enough to let go

A Friend In Need, Is A Friend INDEED!

2010-03-07T03:48:00.000-08:00

steady la! can kpkb here somemore due to my best friend
lorry all the way to the west =D no need leave hse so early liao
no need emo so much lor...wahahah
so many different talents i found out in camp
got actor, got singer, got fighter & all sorts of different ppl
but im the most fortunate one i guess
was listening to each other their family background one by one
only i didnt say mine cuz i think ill kena bash up
they all seems fine too me, but its a different story when book out
joke together work hard together all in the same lifestyle in camp
but once out of camp, all leading different lifestyle
broken and torn families many of them came from
but they nv wanna give up on life, UP THERE!
im broke! but pay day is coming, but its gonna end soon also
why? settle debts, give house income, and its gonna be drained out again
guess my computer dream will have to be drag on a few more mths again
instead of the new upcoming IT fair
i have been spending way too much this bloody month
its time to cut down on certain activities that i have inculcate recently
b4 it get worst...

Bang! Marksmanship!

2010-03-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

ATP is coming!! tml is the practise and tuesday the live one
this time is the real round of getting the marksman badge already
else my uniform will be like a freaking recuit with no badge
except for my formation badge...whats the diff of that from a recuit -.-
pushed my medical appointment which is suppose to be tml till erm...
till a date which i have ages to look forward too AGAIN!
been waiting for 3mths for this medical review now i have to push
becuz of a high key event...its 12 July man ='(
like this ill never be able to figure whats wrong with my ankle =D
but nvm...as long as i can run, can walk will do, nth else matters

didnt slp the whole night becuz of entertaining my friends
was suppose to be fly kite, dinner at tm then HOME!
turn out after dinner was lan-gaming throughout till the next morning
followed by a morning jog b4 heading home to pack up my stuffs
its like i pratically ton through the night like the old lifestyle
SO NOT USED TO IT! but i still feel fine after the slping hours of mine
freaking energentic now...just hope ltr when im back in camp
1 hit KO till reveille timing
tml ATP practice is important, its like a trail test
lets hope i dont screw it up and gets my marksmanship on tuesday
2 reasons!
1. $200 if first time get marksman
2. i always wanted to test out my eye sight
i MUST do it no matter how, so wish me luck guys!
thats the only badge im able to have >.<
Again, i need weekly motivation =D

Knock You Down!

2010-03-05T20:49:00.000-08:00

think im hooked on this song now...its very catchy!
ytd outing okay la...not too bad! just cant say much abt it
b4 the pussy came out of a bag...so yeah ZIP!
pl suppose to acc me to orchard to meet that asshole
but last minute she cant make it due to some reasons
now i have to make it down on my own already
yawnz...lazy but no choice. have to do it no matter what
SIANZ AR! kite flying today evening or tml? still deciding
weekends can be so bored till the army man wanna go kite flying
what do u expect us to be doing? lol in camp i already can be so BORED
till i develop the need to brush teeth everytime after a meal
what else can there be more free time FOR!?
so today plan is either kite flying or home day again
got to rush le...just hope the stupid asshole dont con me more
OUT OF THE BOX will do!!

Time For Miracles

2010-02-28T04:40:00.000-08:00

I need lots of miracles!!!
for my SOC, for my personal equipment much more to mention XD
this week was a busy week, burned up week
but lucky it pass FAST!
they gonna return us everything next week HEE!
most lepak week out of pasa labar camp i guess
but i need the miracle for SOC so aleast i wont have to retest
so wish me the best of luck! thats all for this week i guess
nth much to update...just some slight changes i guess
but its fine, humans have to unconstant things in life
1. Change
2. Life and Death
3. Taxes
3 things which u cannot run away from
time to pack up...time to ciaoz =)
SOC! SOC!! SOC!!!

Lie to me if you need to, i need some motivations

E.W.B.T

2010-02-21T01:30:00.000-08:00

dad and mum at KL celebrating house warming
I SHOULD BE THERE LOR! stupid army ruined my chances!
still rmb last year im hanging the fireworks and wiping cars XD
lets hope next year i can go! ARGH!
preparing my stuffs for booking in
gonna be a long week ahead...SAT burn
still cant believe it MAN! lets hope this week flies
expecting it to be faster than the speed of light
no dinner intended and no dinner at home means on diet tonight
tml breakfast shall be my energy source
4 mths = 16 weeks = 112 days = XXXX hours = XXXXXXX secounds
im still counting down
Tik Tock Tik Tock!
Pinky pinky, where you go? i miss you so ='(

Achievement?

2010-02-19T16:42:00.000-08:00

what achievement is there?
i manage to finish a bottle of beer!
its so unbelievable to myself too, WHY?
becuz i hate beers! and that beer suck totally
but somehow, i still manage to finish the small bottle
but the feeling of waking up after that sucks totally
1st time in my life having so much beer, stomach is poping out!!!
worst is that im hugging the toilet bowl as my pillow
lucky there is not much puke, but the puke from beer sucks totally x2
now im wide awake O.O when its just like 8.30am?
i shd be slping more to recuperate my loss of slp from the previous night
or maybe its the hangover thats keeping me awake >.<
*i guess im abit too kua zhang abt the beer part*
but whatever it is, i dont feel that fine thats all
busy schedule coming up, more STRENGTH TRAINING & SOC
have to pass them all else majority of my Saturday will be BURN!
already had one burn for the live firing...tmd!
just hope to pass by the week as soon as possible
becuz somehow, i just cant stand missing "a body" for long
i just dont wish it to be another 4 months before i can see it again
i cant think now =P im having a brain snoke! too much beer bubbles(foam?)
just hope everything is fine after last night!!! =)

Doting

2010-02-07T22:38:00.000-08:00

i just realise how much my family and i dote myself so much
why? becuz i just went shopping with my dad and mum
bought a 3 round neck tee, my gundam model kits and plenty of food
mum even sponsor me $50 for my gundam model kits collectibles -.-
why i dote myself? becuz i spend over $200 on the gundam model kits already
must be stupid right...can get other stuffs go buy collectibles
but thats me! didnt really get any cny clothes this year
except a fred perry online order with my bunkmates
this shall be this year cny clothes...btw the round neck tee isnt outing clothes
its just some normal renoma 3 for $19.90 tee =D
BSLC ending, ASLC coming...fated to be a 3rd SGT for life!
so near yet so far from OCS
28km road march, here i come!
so many have done it before you, so can you!

although knowing whats going on around
but HEARING it again, it still affect me somehow
don't be depressed, someday the SUN will shine again
on me and hopefully, it will shine on you too =)

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day To All

If Only...

2010-01-31T00:45:00.000-08:00

If only you told me that you were unhappy
I would do my best to make u happy
If only you werent that happy without me
I would have done my best to get you back
If only you could tell me that im already losing my place
I would try my every ounce of strength to get things right

went orchard ytd for shopping with the guys
shopping for CNY? but got nth in the end
cant seems to find any nice clothes going ard
all are sales and i guess im late for the season
all its either no size or its over pricing
but rather...wasnt in the mood to buy
its been more than 3mths since i last visited orchard
so many changes, making me seems like im a country pumpkin over there
just cant believe it...who says singapore aint moving fast?
certain place changes, certain place remains
passing by all the places i went...each reminds me of different things
its seems like it just happen ytd
everything was so FRESH! i cant help but think through it
hate it...but no choice...it just cant get off my brain
i, myself is also shock that everything was over so soon
hate to admit that i lost it all, but reality, i LOST everything
so what if i have my IPPT gold now? i cant get into OCS anymore
i failed my SOC by barely 8secs? 3rd Sgt for life
maybe better abit? 2nd Sgt
how i wish things btw you and me where as simple as "海派甜心" drama
though just a drama, but its everybody wish isnt it?
reality has never failed in its cruelty
every book in is an EMO one...
I cant put on my mask and smile and pretend everything is okay anymore
Back At Square One...

2mths

2010-01-24T02:23:00.000-08:00

i tot i saw a familiar on one of my nights out
the familiar back, dressing, bag and stuffs
everything seems identical...mixture of feelings were formed
excited? nervous? at a total loss
but on closer look
disappointment? relieve?
totally mixture of feelings
but its all right...things aleast are going smooth
aleast im trying to be contented with what i have now
instead of wanting more even though its not the perfect life i wanted
but still...nothing is fair in this world
LIFE's A BITCH! The Left And The Right Hand Will Never Be The Same
booking in again...its always the same old emo book in like the usual =D

Two Is Better Than One

2010-01-16T09:56:00.001-08:00

Everything Will Be Okay

2010-01-01T09:03:00.000-08:00

busy weeks coming ahead
im lazy to blog now...too lazy
starting to revert back to the past =P
but i guess its OKAY!!! =DDDD
sunday paintball!!! looking forward to it
next week IPPT test..GOLD
soc - CLEAR LOW ROPE! damm it...
that's all for what i need to aim for
definitely, not forgetting OCS
but b4 that, all the top need to be fulfilled
nitez~

im afraid im starting to miss you which i know i shdn't

Tough Time Doesn't Last

2009-12-24T09:52:00.001-08:00

guess BRAVO company ain't someone who would expect it to be
one of the most "xiong" company in SISPEC
but im glad that im in there except not in the right platoon
but does it really matter as one is together?
anyway my section aint that bonding afterall..SHITTY
so it motivates me more for OCS =)
COS on this sat...shitty luck
guess there will be more to come in future becuz lady luck aint shining anymore
maybe not at this moment when i need it the MOST!
still havent get my IPPT gold yet...tmd
mummy came to visit my camp today, was one of the greatest heartwarm X'mas gift
from TAMPINES to BOON LAY leh! what more can i ask for travelling there alone
cab home from Boon Lay for $22 Zzzz...damm fucking chor!

cant believe that i actually help out with my mum line dance event
help them carry food ard, took photos, know some new mummy's friends
met fred after that, then its chill out session at mac with the clique
all sharing their army experience now...guess im apart of them now
last time used to be outcasted, now im in it
last time used to complain abt it, now im in it
things changes, i have grown! all said that
apart from sometimes the emo-ing side, but afterall, im fine
shd be able to buy myself a new computer in months down the road
and most prob, a 2nd hand car and motor if i manage to get a license
NEW YEAR = NEW WISH = NEW RESOLUTION = NEW START
everything is NEW, i hope i get to be NEW too!
no plans for tml except for unconfirm movie and house visiting
boring! I NEED PLANS!!!
lets pray i get into OCS, aleast it cheers me up alittle

林宥嘉 - 說謊

2009-12-20T07:57:00.001-08:00

very nice song...took me awhile to understand whats going on =)

Lied

2009-12-20T06:40:00.000-08:00

bro: tml go back outfield lor
me: nb! outfield?! i fight it out with them ar
bro: last time i 1st week also like that leh, you never...
me: welfare WELFARE!! Careeeeeeeeeee for SOLDIERS!
*a funny short conversation i had with my brother, never expect both of us to have this kind of conversation, becuz we always talk with our fist instead of mouth =)*

REASONS IN SISPEC:
DON'Ts:
* Sai Kang Too Much
* Always Caught In The Middle Of No Where
* Not Worth It
DO's:
* For The Income

yup thats the reason im going into SISPEC, hopefully to crossover ltr
gotta turn in soon now, but i just realise i didnt polish my boots yet
wake up timing gonna get back again =D
time to get some exercise working and get myself back into shape
no more junkies for me, healthy lifestyle
good thing is! no confinement! coming out soon again
else ill freaking MISS home! guess im really a mummy and daddy boi!
its on mainland now! no longer travelling overseas *HEHEHE*

its always good to have kids ard you, you know?
they have no troubles except for happiness
their laughter can always brighten up one's day
well maybe not everyone, but definitely mine =)
its when u cheer them up, play with them
the kind of happiness u cant buy with just money alone
so...its either u be the KIDS or the PARENTS!
but peferrable, i wanna be the KID again =D

Journey To The West =)

2009-12-20T01:19:00.000-08:00

got back not long ago after sending yj to his camp at jurong
which is just opposite my camp thats all
im still not over the fact that im in SISPEC
this just shows how badly i wanted OCS =)
visited my new camp anyway, tml will be the journey there
roughly abt 2 hours without mp3...WHAT THE FUCK right?

so it was suppose to be a clubbing night last night with pl
after a last minute call from her due to her heartbroken issues too
went dinner at 85 b4 heading home to change for the night
in the end, didnt go down cuz of many reasons
reasons of whichever u can think of, it will be the reason
too many of them to be mention infact
met fabian at a later time infact, wanted prawning at pasir ris
but then again, too many ppl, just go there chill out
went a nearby prata slack, i guess im more suitable for this kind of life
slacking at a nearby coffeeshop...BEST
another why question pop, this morning another one
seems like everyone i sees, they just pop it...SMILE =)
best reply i gave...last day of resting
tml, Journey To The West

"In a sentence of LOVE, often times you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."

Disappointment

2009-12-18T08:33:00.000-08:00

Hate this moment...no...basically, hate TODAY
why? reason is simple...started off with spoiling my mood~
SISPEC...SISPEC! Damm! i wanted OCS, but turn out SISPEC
though the camp its just opposite of each other thats all
but the rank signifies ALOT! btw SAI KANG and SLACKING
ARGH! Suck thumb, SISPEC

then its off to "botak"s chalet again
worst! he told me got 50plus ppl, turn out? less than 20
he sure know how to open his cannon real BIG
go there do more sai kang
Q:sometimes i wonder, since we expect to go there do sai kang
WHY DO WE STILL GO?!
A:for the sake of showing "FACE"
really that important meh? i mean the most lose 1 friend lor
NO BIG DEAL RIGHT?? somemore the chalet is not "clean"
shall skip that, not the first time i encounter "clean" stuffs since tekong
i shall turn in EARLY tonight
hoping tml will be a better day
or maybe....just maybeeeeee, ARMY PMS is coming back again XD

181209

2009-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

*Biting Lips*
im nervous abt tml results...what will it be?
pray pray pray!!!

just got back from "botak"'s chalet
another fabulous meal from there! everything is provided
just need to pay the $1 entrance fees and do some sai kang
go there machiam like eating a set meal like that
got appetizer, main course then come the dessert
settle my dinner over there

got laugh at by leonard first thing in the morning
with those questions that i wanted to avoid daily
DAMM!
mum say she already bought my fav dessert, TANG YUAN!
red bean one somemore *slurps*
cant wait for the day that celebrates the festive of eating TANG YUAN!
BALLS! HERE I COME~
ocs! Ocs!! OCs!!! OCS!!!

Questions???

2009-12-16T09:05:00.000-08:00

What Happen? Why? How Come?
got tons of question bombarding at me the moment everyone seems to talk to me
be it i started the convo, or ppl started it, 1st question
it just left me answering with a SMILE
becuz thats the best answers i could give =)
but im glad they didnt ask more after that SMILE i gave
met up with zx for dinner at macs again
i think im getting sick, i mean SICK of mac!
but thats not the impt part
he DIScourage me to join the 84km marathon
?_? <---- its suppose to be encouragement right?
yes i got that face! but he meant well afterall
he is right afterall, i have a specialist appointment down the road
how sure am i able to go through the marathon?
But It's All In The Mind, Not The Body <---- thats what they say
so how? 84km? 42km? 21km? 10km?
Sorry =) My Final Decision 84km still
if thats the end of my ankle, so be it!
no regrets left after that...my last marathon like i swear to many others

1 more good news! i know half of my posting already
COMMAND SCHOOL! SISPEC? OCS?
still have till wait till friday to find it out becuz that stupid raymond
he wants to play mind games!!!
not to disappoint myself, SISPEC would be the expected results
lets hope for the best *SMILE*

shd kept it low profile, could save myself from all the embarrassment
some laugh at me, some scolded me & others comfort me
i brought this upon myself =D
i shd be able to handle this well
shd be the most bumpiest ride in my whole life
juggling btw life, army and emotion..GREAT CHALLENGE
ENDURANCE TEST once again =)

So Not Used To It!

2009-12-15T20:58:00.000-08:00

1 week after POP!!! still not getting used to social life
i guess im truely a ARMY man right now
need some training, some scolding and some forcing
everyday have PT instead of slacking
doing some housekeeping instead of eating ard
think i really need to do some stuffs b4 i get out of shape again

so yeah there was a slight change of plans on sunday
we went down to tampin as planned earlier on due to some unforeseen issue
reach in the noon and i tot i went to the wrong house
its only 10months! READ 10MONTHS! and everything seems new
the surroundings, the flooring basically the whole HOUSING ESTATE!
i cant even recognise TAMPIN itself...its totally NEW
plans were pack full of the day with my uncle who plans it himself
went to visit his new shop bought for extra income
and i just realise, its not that hard to earn extra income
its just how you plan your cash flows problem thats all
i just hope by the time i want extra incomes, it wont be a BIG problem to me
i dont ask to be RICH, but at the very least, able to afford my family
just like how im living right now =)
Malacca shortly after that, went to the shopping centre
which i last been there for 2007 with yj
shop ard with nth much to buy at all, but got a new SHADES =D
dinner was some small bites at a nearby coffeeshop
had my usual!!! Lei Cha - Vegetable Rice
order other many small sides dishes to satisfy my craving
which made everyone almost bursting their stomach after the meal
HOME for the night, ending it with jack neo latest movie

Monday - train home and bball at night
Tuesday- wasted half my day at poly clinic just to see a doc for a specialist appointment and gaming at eugene hse till early wee hours! long time didnt do that but feels good when everyone is gaming next to each other. im still looking for plans till next week monday! so anyone?? else ill die of boredom!!!

Too Much To Blog About

2009-12-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

i think i better blog abit here else ill have to cramp up
one blog post into a super long one
which in the end kills myself BECUZ!
im a lazy and impatient person =D

So it started off with a seatings beside the propeller on FireFly
making my way from the 1st plane from sg to msia, Subang!
activities i plan and packed for myself fully!
not wanting to waste any time here
becuz this is the best resort i can ever find in my life...SO FAR
a place where aleast i can enjoy myself without moving ard too much
swimming, gymming, movie marathon, boxing and lastly, a brand new activity
RIDING! i learn riding on the bike immediately after lunch
guess im heading for my bike license real soon!!
LUNCH was damm POWERFUL ar! something which u will never expect
HOME COOKED DISHES! we had.........
Lemon chicken, Guo Tie, Vegetable Curry, Some Fish Cake Roll
all these high class food and im tasting it at home =D
why? cuz there is a 5star chef cooking for us =DD
plans were so pack that when im done with them, its dinner time
after dinner was movie marathon and i got knocked out halfway
partly due to army LIGHTS OUT timing XD
preparing for the big day on SATURDAY!
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It's a FUCKING big event, thats all i can say!
pardon me for using that word but its the BEST word i can find
WHY?! BECUZ all the Ferrari, Lotus, Lamborgini & Sport Cars
are gather at the HOT tourist spot in KL
for the event, JPMotorsports.
not showing off but its the event organise by my uncle himself
can see all sorts of Ferrari, Lotus, Lamborgini & sport cars
ranging from the 1st generation till the latest one
powerful siol! my uncle even manage to get the govt to close down
2 of the lane for his event!!! in KL hotspot?
unbelieveable, but he did it
took many photos of it, gain the VIP pass
shop ard the hotel lobby with all the branded shops closed?
ok la...most impt was to be there to attend the event and go back home
lunch was buffet at the hotel basement name "Shiok!"
was a really SHIOK buffet!!! stuffs ate is nth like a normal buffet
so totally different...its like different invention of food
good is all i can say for the food
shortly after the event ended, the racer continues to race at Sepang
while my usual anti social clique which consist of
me, my cousin, mum, dad and my auntie went home to slack...HEHE!
home was much better then sitting in the ferrari under the hot sun
home with aircon, computer games and more of MOTOR RIDING!
as usual, once these plans was completed, dinner time again
but b4 that, my cousin did something super funny to me -.-
he left me at the guard house without the motor bike key
when we went opposite to grab some bites
sadly enough, i have to push the bike all the way up -.-!!
lucky its just a 10mins push...but the bike is fucking heavy k!
but anyway, the small bite "strength" just went to the push of the bike
oh yeah back to dinner~ just got off track abit
dinner start off like the usual, rich man dinner
sharkfin, steam fish, pork leg, roasted chicken, some vege
abt 9dishes just for the 7 of us
finish off and im back home watching Paranormal Activities & ZombieLand
Tampin trip cancelled, so i guess ill head back sg on monday
1 more day at KL!
gonna go for more fun and enjoyment!!
but somehow, the surrounding still lingers, familiar stuffs lingers too
its a challenge i guess =)
tata! nights~

Meaning??

2009-12-11T02:22:00.001-08:00

Vorg,
There are times in your life when you must compromise. Don't let your stubbornness cause you to miss out on a rewarding relationship. Take an objective look at the situation.

Flying Off-

2009-12-10T08:33:00.000-08:00

Finally got time to really settle down and blog
been having real tight schedule through these period of time
been on a roller coaster all these while

just finish packing my army stuffs and stuffs for overseas =D
free time to blog like FINALLY!
things have taken place, i have read things out
since like the 1st day of my army book out?
thing read, things done, things kept quiet and things been observe
i kept mum about it, didnt want to mention anything about it
just wanna see how thing goes and it really do happen as i expected to be
not wanting to do anything against it, i let it go without any effort
since i have been observe it from the 1st day, why bother to change it?
been-ing happy is the most important thing afterall right?
now happiness has been found, i guess im able to let go
without any regrets, but still heartaches bound to be found
time is needed, quiet times will carry me through
memories will be haunting but ill be able to overcome them
keeping mum is still my best strong point afterall
nth much to be said now, nth much i can do now
accepting the fact would be the best blessing i could give
wishing all the best would be the greatest gift
controlling myself would cost less trouble
that would means ill be keeping my promises
respecting the decision made
finally got my time to pin all these down
always been wanting to do this, but somehow there is something pulling me back
but no longer it exist, i climb over this wall
one of the greatest wall i ever face even i hit it twice
this is the third
facebook quiz once said i have to survive 3hits
im hoping this is the last one
im starting to give up already

cuzzie is here today =D brought him to watch a bball match
becuz there is really no plans going on in my head!
who can move far after 2 marathons in a week?
not trying to show off but really who can do it?
the team make it far again WITHOUT ME
i guess i was really the burden ONCE
but someone ask me this, do i still wanna play BASKETBALL?
im hesitate to say "YES" this time
more or less, its about "face" i still cant get my PRIDE down
but im glad they ask, it feels good!
just hope they will ask me again the next time round
i wont be the burden TWICE
Once again, my world revolves around Basketball and Family
no more Love =)

Everything is written here, will be said here
If you happen to read it, you got my blessing
If you didnt read it, just let it be like my "Doesn't Care At All" attitude
Loves,
Vorg Kew

POP lor!

2009-12-09T05:37:00.000-08:00

POP LOR!!! Today marks the exact 2mths ago when i was enlisted
and TODAY! i pass out from a RECRUIT to PRIVATE lor!
haha everything changes, just that the IPPT i still cant change it
still short of 5sec to GOLD! damm! really damm!
42km run was a bad timing for me too, 5hr16mins!
suppose to be 4hrs PLUS! over estimated myself
then today is the 24km road march, which means i have limited time to rest
MY LEGS!
but still i survived it through
nevertheless, its real fun walking in my section then alone
many things i wanna blog about, but when comes to here
POOF! all gone again >.< guess i really need to pen it down
the parade was great, everyone was really happen
SGT and SIR were all proud of us
we done well Gryphon =)
that's all i can say
flying off this friday, able to see tekong one last time again
plans tml?? ?_?
i hope i get into OCS =X

J. J. Kew

2009-12-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

My initials as title ^_^ (that's becuz i cant think of any!)
woke up rushing down to 300+ to get mum a 19inch LCD tv
but sadly enough, they have no stock =(
hehe so i did something filial =D top up another few hundred
increasing the 19inch to 32inch size LCD tv
shortly after that was travel to yj hse to see them mahjong
b4 heading out for lunch
Macdonalds -.- something which i havent had for abt 7weeks?
so not used to it...anyway, shaker fries is still very nice =)
then it was cycling down to expo to collect my race pack for ltr 42km run
its been long since i last cycle out and i love the wind blowing on my BOTAK head
lol there is no wind resistance for me XD if u know what aero dynamics means
shortly after that was back to yj hse for more mahjong seeing session
till dinner time then its home packing my stuffs for both army and the run
suppose to be slping soon but then i realise i have much more things undone
shd blog a fast one and chop chop to get things done and SLEEP!
but again, im more or less done =)
having a 800ml chilled Ribena now ^_^
with commander appraiser on the other window
& more new updates song on the playlist
im still stuck with no words for commander appraiser >.<
i better start typing and stoping blogging
else ill never be able to slp tonight!!!
ciaoz!

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* I STARTED WITH NO SUPPORTER AND ENDED WITH NO SUPPORTER *
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Sick Again

2009-12-04T02:32:00.000-08:00

ok this week was a slack and fun week for only the 1st 3days
the last 2 was kinda hell...rehearse rehearse AND REHEARSE!
never have i hear b4 tekong got an event called "Recruits Night"
its an event like CLUBBING la! YES CLUBBING!
except no drinks, no girls thats all
got ppl from outside come play music and all the guys
including ME! oogling at the girls...lol for fun definitely!
now the clubbing kick is coming XD
most prob going for 1 with the army guys soon =P
k skip that first...basically we all have FUN
the best day in tekong for every army guys i guess
subsequent day is also kinda relax till thursday and today
everything was in a rush but we still got early book out =D
now im home unpacking my stuffs preparing for the posting
but b4 that, i still have my 24km ROAD MARCH and POP to complete
but it will be over in a blink of an eye =)
i know it becuz 2mths just went past, things changes
just hope the 2years come fast too
thats shd be all for now!!!
42km STANDARD CHARTERED!!!! HERE I COME!!!

Start Of Week 8

2009-11-29T02:31:00.000-08:00

Double HeartAche Is Coming =D
I Sense It
As We Go On~ We Remember~
All The Time We~ Spent Together~
ciaoz~ back to tekong =)

Can't Sleep

2009-11-28T16:44:00.000-08:00

I always cant slp when im having troubles
or problems to think of
knowing what it is, there is nth much to blog abt
its just me, or maybe im just like what they said to be
ALWAYS THINKING TOO MUCH
but this time situation is different!
or maybe, it has change from last time at all

Sleepy Mode

2009-11-28T10:59:00.000-08:00

All right! New Moon isn't what i expect to be
its more on romance instead of fighting actions
i always though it would be more werewolf and vampire scene
i was wrong, only small part of werewolf kill vampires
and the rest, romance and i dont really get any part of it
im still waiting for it to load finish when its only left 15mins
ill finish it no matter what...yawnz
time to slp soon...hope your safe and sound =)

Curing The Urge

2009-11-28T09:12:00.000-08:00

WAHA! finally found my NEW MOON LINK!
watching it...but stupid have to load abit watch and repeat
but ill WAIT! finally get to watch it liao...woohoo!

so the day goes on with me spending most of my time at home
except for going to the interchange to get the X'mas present ALONE
yes ALONE! but im used to being alone...nobody is free anyway
got home and prepared packing cuz i wont have any time next week
busy for the 42km run and POP preparation
i think when i gets busy, i can forget alot of things
especially my most impt meal of the day...BREAKFAST!
i had my 1st meal at 3pm -.- when its suppose to be at 9am
done with stuffs then its dinner with mummy at ASTON
i think im starting to get SICK of outside food
i cant seems to put them in my mouth unless i force them
im in healthy mood now =D healthy lifestyle
aiming for my 8packs with my Triple H big nehs nehs! hiak hiak!
shortly after that is a few rounds of dota at home
and now! NEW MOON! wahahah...im back to it le
so will be a late night for me today! GUARD DUTY!
ciaoz! nitez =)

Hungry Man = Angry Man

2009-11-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

Rain Drops Keep Falling On My Head~
got AEROPLANE early morning for gym session by Joshua
but forget it...took a small nap instead
after that was joining mak, leo and alvin for lehbak session
dled movie 2012 from the site leo gave me
super fast! 30mins and im done with 1 movie dl!!!
im still in search for my NEW MOON!!!!
still not uplisted yet! guess i have to find khakis
to catch it at the cinema
finish 2012 then was jogging session in the kitten rain
cool and easy, just that vision was abit blurry
never seems to get tired cuz of the cooling effect
ended with some light exercise and home with movie again!
Huang Jin Jia, a movie which in the end, I STILL CATCH NO BALLS!
but anyway, im done...time to slp again
damm freaking hungry, but no one is available
left it to breakfast ba...no difference from being in tekong
nitez~

Counting Down

2009-11-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

Time to blog again!
Woohoo! 2mths really flies fast again
soon it will be POP for me...then unit
1year8mths to go T_T still long though =P
nonetheless, getting better and more used to army life style
REGIMENTAL is all i can say
just finish my 16km road march...TOUGH one!
lucky its just road, so wasnt as much pressure on my ankle
but whats disappointing is my IPPT!
i work so freaking hard trying to aim from FAIL to GOLD
but i just got a freaking PASS -.-ll
WHY? becuz my buddy didnt count the amount of pull ups i did
so im short of 1 more pull up to SILVER 2 to GOLD!
nvm abt it...it the PAST! just have to SUCK IT UP
request for a re-take of whole IPPT...yes! WHOLE THING
includes 2.4km run and every single shit! yawnz!
next week is SOC week...then 42km standard chartered run
and 3days later, 24km road march! gonna be a fitness WEEK!
i choose this myself so...no regrets =)
i still remember the good old times but nah...
nitez! gymming tml most prob + jog
stay home day for tml and sat too...ciaoz!

Guard Duty

2009-11-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

So...i volunteered to be the RESERVE for guard duty
in my buddy place, glad i didnt have to go for it
becuz the main guard duty guys turned up. Wasted trip
that i made down with harry.
this week training was quite tough initially but then
in the afternoon, the rain came pouring down and brings
down the mood of every single one of us
have to do lots of OTOT after RO
but good thing is, i manage to toughen up myself alot more =)
IPPT coming, 16km road march coming, next is POP
looking forward to it!!!!
gotta continue with my essay b4 i head to bed for to recuperate
Command School or Close Combat Instructor?
which shd i choose? in a delimma!!!
help anyone! PLEASE!
Somehow through this period, i manage to solve the rubix cube
it requires patience and solve it step by step, layer by layer
but still, i cant manage to solve your heart after so long
Love Is Like A Rubix Cube

Does It Actually Happens?

2009-11-15T03:26:00.000-08:00

After watching so many love shows and movie
the ending are always so expectable
and its like it always work out somehow
its a feeling i cant describe
a good feeling is all that i can say
no dinner for me b4 book in
guess its maggie in bunk later on
ciaoz!
Here We Go Again~
Same Old Shit Again~

High Key Over

2009-11-14T07:27:00.000-08:00

all the OUTFIELD event has finally been OVER!
its like a dream come TRUE!
no more shag-ness except for the tougher training ahead
but nevertheless, its definitely the most effective ones =)
getting fitter and fitter than my usual tip top condition
through the weeks definitely works =)
blisters all over the fingers and legs causes me to endure pain
but its all worthwhile when i look back at it now
its something which i have never really encounter in my life b4
its like a brand new experience
gonna aim for OCS...a new target i got in army
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its just as easy as ABC afterall

I Survive It

2009-11-07T20:14:00.000-08:00

cant believe that i manage to survive through this field camp
but it wasnt the toughest yet
its the most SHAG one i can say though
slping in mudhole, with wet uniform and with hundreds of ppl
that already didnt bath for like 5days? woot!
imagine that smell but oh well...what to do
everyone is the SAME!
1st CONFINEMENT! being frame but oh well
come out 1day early also wont make much difference to my daily routine!
but i manage to clear up all my stuffs inside so today book in
shdnt be a hasty one...can lehbak all the way liao
got my stuffs ready and next week is grenade week and SIT test
after that is prepare for POP
days flies, mths crawl...SUCKS man!
anyway cant blog much any longer
SURVIVE OUTFIELD with little wounds but in one piece!
ciaoz! LOVE =)

Mental Preparation

2009-10-31T11:23:00.000-07:00

All right! mental preparation up for the next few weeks
Week 4 - OutField Training
Week 5 - SEAT test and Road March
Week 6 - Grenade Throwing and Road March and IPPT
Week 7 - Road March and Drills and LehBak (Slacking)
Week 8 - 42km Standard Chara Marathon and Drill and LehBak
Week 9 - 24km Road March and POP!
so yeah...the next few weeks maybe will be abit less tight
but wont be any looser anyway
especially the 42km marathon and 24km road march is just 3days apart
ENDURE! gotta mentally prepare myself for all those
Tough Time Don't Last, Tough Man Does
today did nth much...didnt really get the chance to jog
due to the heavy rain the whole day so instead catch a movie
called "Jennifer Body"
not a bad show except for lots of kissing and making out parts
kinda boring though...then it was lehbak timing with the group
at the starbucks b4 they continue with their PMC plans at Eugene hse
think i better turn in early cuz in few hours time gotta wake up for bball
then tml is book in time! =D monday outfield will get FxxK like HELL!
so better get more rest then pass through outfield
nth much happen except yeah...left it unsaid better
nitez~

Suck Thumb!

2009-10-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

BOOK OUT!
just got back ytd from the long confinement week again
was kinda hard to get pass becuz time inside seems to be CRAWLING!
next week will be outfield
gonna be a real HARD time to passes by i can swear upon that
but im glad aleast i have some good and understand bunkmates
after lights out...talking abt each other problems
be there for each other and provide solutions
realise that actually everyone have their own problems
but some just try to use that anger and pile it on their training
LETTING IT ALL OUT!
best way to let off steam
many of them are jokers though...glad im able to meet them
make many new friends from other bunks too
seems like im starting to get famous slowly...DAMM
basically in BMTC, what u do is looking forward to the RO every single day
thats becuz when it hits that
u know that time is passing by FINALLY!
but im glad i learn lots of new stuffs inside
learning to cope with things too and meeting timings and stuffs
got my stuffs prepared for next week
but actually i rather get confinement would be a better case
the house seems empty its like whenever im home, everyone is out
last week was staying at home
this week, mum dad and bro went msia for the 1st mth of the new nephew
cousin is out with her friends, once again im home
isnt confinement better? next week sat, mum and dad going genting
bro shd be out too, cousin heard she going overseas too
again im home alone...im not complaning or whatsoever
just feel that aleast the family is back in one piece now
instead of like that past, everyone is busy with their stuffs
aleast now we get to eat breakfast together, sit down and chat
this is FAMILY! instead of every single of us doing our own stuffs
thats what my bunkmates are doing everyday
calling either their gfs or family members
its like they can smile and chat happily
but for me, im only sms-ing to report my safety
sucks big time man...but well im used to it =)
Book In, Book Out also got ppl to fetch feels kinda warm hearting
be it friends, girl-friends, family members...im always alone taking cab home
while others always have ppl fetching them that kind of feelings SUCKS!
having nth to look forward to every Book Out except for the gadgets i have
so yeah...realise how a RECUIT feels when their in tekong now
its lonely and cold! becuz everyone will be busy during admin time
only some fun for awhile during lights out thats all
so ppl! do sms ur friends some encouragement aleast like 3days once?
it do help them boost their moral in the camp and something to look forward
if u wanna sms me also can =D i dont mind!!!
seems like a sales-man here XD but do help them out...TEKONG SUCKS BIG TIME!
thats all abt army life >.<
gonna go carry out my exercise le...need a jog again =D
at home ill think of stuffs...no good no good
ciaoz! back to blog if there is more stuffs to blog tonight
temper controlling session in progress...DO NOT DISTURB!

7 Medicine & 3 Days MC

2009-10-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

all right, officially SICK!
have a mild fever + diarrhea + sore throat + food poisoning
HENG! its not suspected H1N1 case
else ill have problem with my BMTC already
field camp is coming soon...just hope to pass time FAST!
especially when its concerning ARMY!
tuesday booking in...confine another 10days =D
then its out all alone at home
everyone is out to see the new kiddo, Choi Yong Zheng, my nephew =P
followed is the big event of POP
then unit and ARMY life goes on
BORING SHIT! but im glad i have great bunk mates!
hehe...better get my engine working
btw...i might get DB for AWOL!
hehe...but thats a MIGHT only la
not yet a confirm thing...but who cares
life still goes on...anyway who cares really?
looking forward to a better life daily
LETS ALL LIVE IN THIS FUCKING DENIAL WORLD!
FUCK IT!
shd nv started it
BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER =)

H1N1

2009-10-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

i think i...contracted H1N1 =X
having a fever of 38.2
and diarrhea almost every 30mins
shit man!
cant be so unlucky right? >.<
better stay away from me ppl
Damm...

Army Days

2009-10-16T04:29:00.000-07:00

so it aint as easy as i though it would be
juggling personal life and army
lol...its like 2 different thing came crashing together
once im home, im back to oldself
once inside, im like what they say, a DOG
everything have restriction and need permission
its just totally different ba
but lucky thing is, i got good bunkmates and i enjoyed it
got the sore throat not from the shouting of commands
but from the lame jokes which only my lame bunkmates understand
and all of them are super open-minded one
life inside isnt as bad as what i think it is i guess
maybe i havent really experience the worst yet
its just the beginning the platoon sgt said
lets hope im able to get through it
having problems with my IPPT but ill have to pass it no matter what
other than that, dun think i have any problems except for problems with
SA-BOH-KIAs! time is precious outside just as the same as inside! =P
gotta appreciate every single minute of it
becuz in army! every minute is MINUTE!
u will nv get enough time if u move SLOWLY!
lesson of the day taught:
Never Give Up That Easily =)

Figure It

2009-10-06T07:49:00.001-07:00

aye..i guess i figure it all out
instead of complaning, might as well enjoy whats coming
its 9days then 1 day off and 6days again
thx wh, yh, mak & mk(the soon to be bday boy)
for coming down to have a drink with me
guess they know what its like to be going alone
they been through it except for fatty though
thx for being there aleast letting me know whats gonna happen
and how it is like...cheer me up a little there
then was a msg from joel - thx for the msg too buddy =)
got that meaning...all the best to ur army life too
went out for a drink with those guys having a heart that they gonna shave my head
just like what they did to fred too
except fred did it willing XD
i didnt wnana shave my head till im inside!! wahahah
though could took some pics with my hair on today
but its over...goodbye hair...ill c u in 2years time
less than 15hours to go...shall enjoy every moment spend
definitely, all the best to you too =)
u know im referring to u...loves!

Its Only Best, When You Think It Is

2009-10-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

This Is Shit!
Nobody at home with me
Mum is out with her line dance
bro at work, cuzzie at work dad at work
im only left in this empty house with no company
trying to slp through my way thinking would be fastest
seems like it didnt work out afteall, cuz its only a few hours nap
i know i shdnt be thinking so much, but i just couldnt help it, this is SHIT

Post Army PMS

2009-10-05T09:27:00.000-07:00

so i guess i aint the only one having this problems
all army guys that is, or is attached will have this feelings
whats so strange for me? =X
its not insecure, its not distance, its not communication
its just...a feeling which i cant explain, NOBODY CAN!
its common everyone said...COMMON
so i guess i cant be blamed
but im sad, real emo-ing
been long time ago since i feel like this though
its worst than quarrels, its like breaking-up
breaking down into pieces, cracks are beginning to re-surface
3weeks im gonna be gone!! omg...cant imagine that
trying to comfort myself...its aint a disheartening thing
it might be a good stuffs, but still...all i get is...BLANK
no answer till the day itself
i dun wanna look forward no more...i feel that i dont have the courage anymore
i wanna fast-forward time...i dun wanna WAIT anymore!
im feeling real emo at this moment at this time
i need a jog...a real long jog to clear my mind
BECUZ
im not as STRONG as i expected myself to be
not as GENEROUS that i think of myself
not as SACRIFICIAL as i can be
and worst! not TO BE what i need to be
damm...im feeling it again

Last Night

2009-10-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

ok how shall i start off?? hmmm...
ytd was dinner with the visit of my uncle
just a random drop by...maybe to celebrate Mid Autumn Festival
after that was hopping down to PowerHouse
first time visiting it though =x been to dragonfly b4 but not PowerHouse
was there to celebrate MONKEY 19th Bday!
Once again, Happy Birthday 19th Monkey!!
everything was a brand new experience...be it the mood and status =x
new ppl, opening up bottle, brand new dance floor, new music and stuffs
all of them its like so stranger to me...as if first time meeting >.<
though it is la! afterall, i just enjoyed myself with just little highness
Martel with coke still taste better...much better than green tea YUCKS!
met new ppl like Matthew and Joel & Hannah...nice chap too
thx for treating me so nice...didnt pang sey me or anything
music wise...phuture its better i think, more of my likings
home ard 4plus and lights out

Ready To Be Solider~
blah blah blah....been hearing the songs from the army man and stuffs
and soon with less than 80hours, im gonna be one of them liao
busy preparing the stuffs during the afternoon
got the photos liao! wahaha...damm nice...hope will be a motivation
a SUPER DUPER high motivation
everytime looking at the pics will definitely put a smile on my face
1 family, 1 friend, 1 you
everything is done...left my slipper and underwear to get

Thanks For Everything...It Will Be Kept In My Heart =)

Kill Me Please!

2009-10-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

i guess im getting PMS liao la
KILL ME PLEASE!
thoughts keep running through my mind!!
what am i thinking all these for?
i came back from the cheena trip with a different personality already
looking at things from different view
but its all -ve views no matter how i look at it
trying to put in +ve views
but still it got pushed down by the -ve views
damm! im getting PMS
or is this just post army PMS
HELP PLEASE!!!

2109

2009-10-02T13:01:00.000-07:00

must buy toto ar! confirm tio first prize de!
guess it has nv been so happy in my life for the past 2years le i guess
everything seems to turn down peacefully le
no longer the waves that keep crashing my idea with -ve thoughts
this aleast smooth-en my minds and nights...PEACEFUL
slept at almost 8am and woke up at 11 to return the car

wanted to slp through the night cuz was super duper tired la!
but nevertheless, the calls keep spamming in
and i was too tired to check who called and just pick it up
no choice...promise ppl le, have to go along with plans
dblo as planned, and went along with it
so freaking expensive and no free drinks!
BOO! phuture better and dblo ppl damm freaking despo
say until like im not a friend, but a freaking despo like them
wth sia...no more next time liao la! but also will hardly have chance to club
nvm nvm...choose other clubs IF I HAVE TO!
heng it close at 3am, so im home early compare to the timing of zouk
guess later i can rest all the way and prepare for the final night out
then its last few preparation for army le...days are closing in
let's hope everything turns out fine
looking forward to the FIRST book out!

Will You Will You??

2009-10-01T13:51:00.000-07:00

Finally! the long awaited ended...a FRUITFUL one
being the irritating me as usual =D trying my best to entertain u!
so first off! got the matrix in the morning for katong
drove home to prepare and getting ready!
off to bugisto drop yj to national library for his research
and its to the going-to-be bday gal next
picked MONKEY up and it was off to bugis to chill
didnt had much cuz need to ensure MONKEY safety!!!
then its off to chomp chomp for delicious dinner
order many appetizer and guess what? all the appetizer was already enough to kill us
we had stingray, carrot cake, satay and orh lua with sugarcanes!
wahahah!! fab fab....nv been so unhealthy in my weeks liao
but was all right except for the protruding tummy thats all =x
bought chomp chomp hot fav chocolate beancurd...yum yum
just a nice dessert after dinner =B sweet tooth what!
brought it over to MARINA BARRAGE! and started a small pinic over there
chat and chat till times up...its the 02/10/09 and its present opening
shall left unsaid what happen there...Both know will do =)
with the new present...headed to esplanade for some cam-whoring
i shd be able to use that term...cuz practically we are cam-whoring! lol
first time in my life im cam-whoring =x
times up...MONKEY suggest for a coffee chilling session
nearby her hse coffeeshop with some drinks b4 sending her home
then its...
i wonder if you know~ how they living in singapore~
if you seen it then you mean it then u know u have to go~
drift drift drift~ travelling at 110~120km/h shiok!

damm the night passes too fast...far too enjoying myself with MONKEY company
then i realise...i shrink when ever i had the courage
in the end...haha ya...=)
so thats all for tonight! ltr gonna go return the car
and get prepare for my army life...BORING!
just hope i aint being a burden to u in future =)
loves <3

Stay Home Day

2009-09-30T14:04:00.000-07:00

title says it all!
sorry peeps didnt go for the clubs
last minute errors >.<
make it up on friday!
hope no more errors =x
tml will be a better day!
DEFINITELY =)
the awaited day finally arrived

Shitty Luck

2009-09-29T11:05:00.000-07:00

today was a shitty luck day
becuz we are bring a pile of shit out today XD
which is Mr Kooh Ming Kwang a.k.a fatty
he super duper bring shit(dai sai) la
why? becuz whatever things we do...its always the opposite
shall mention those bring shit thingy
1stly, suppose to acc him to acer to repair his bloody com
guess what? the centre close at 5.15pm and we there at? 5.20pm
2ndly, we took the bus in to Gelang Patah
reaching the destination, i brought them to the tze char stall
and what?? the tze char stall move to singapore liao 1 MTH AGO!
3rdly, just nice we reach the 291 queue up line
the bus close its door and vrooom....off it goes!
so we are putting all the blame on that fatty for bring a pile of shit in his stomach =X
thats what frederick call him what? ji pu sai! LOL!!
dinner was cheap...and i bought 2 BIG packet of PRAWN CRACKER!
but gave one to mak's mum for the exchange
of buying the garlic bread cracker for me in the past
tml is a night life outing and thurs is mid-day i guess
friday rest - most prob
dun wanna plan liao...sadded to plan
7more days! ttteeeeehhhhh....Recuit Kew! Down 20!!
YES SIR~ YES sir~ yes sir~ ='(

Cheena Souvernir Done!

2009-09-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

all right! im just done fixing up the 5 robots!
gonna take pics of them tml and post them!! =D
wahahah...didnt know i fixed them so fast
watching show and fixing it..."multi-tasking"
pro right?? hehe...
cant be help ma...my hobbies to collect all the collectibles right?
done with them and in display at my fathers bai bai window inside =x
gonna find something to frame them up so will look nice
wahhaha...maybe i shd create a frame myself =D
a nice nice one to showcase all my cute little gundams!

okay..today is kinda of a busy day though
woke up ard 10am but forced back to slp till 2pm
slack ard till 5pm b4 heading to CGH to visit a friend of mine
who got into an accident over some stuffs stupid
didnt know "diao shui" is so painful though =x
pratically crying la when the nurse just increase the pressure of the flow
yucks...just hope i nv get the day to be slping on the bed
and being dripped! cant imaging it...OUCH!
shortly after...i left for bball...and again! its was FUN!
wahaha...long time nv enjoy myself like that de
owning ppl was FUN! lol
lights out and im home watching anime and done with my cheena souvenir
took me quite an amount of time to know how to spell souvenir
yawnz...damm tired after the draining exercise!
whole body is aching XD but IM LOVING IT!
tml plans is as followed =)
bring yj overseas...dunno whats wrong with him
so gian to go overseas...anyway is just going in to eat and come out nia
like that also song -.- so its big feast for me, yj, tl and mk
thats tml plan....nth much to say le!
nitez!

Cheena Soverniers

2009-09-27T09:02:00.001-07:00

today was a stay home day =D
hehe woke up at 12plus cuz cant slp in any longer
spend the whole afternoon fixing my cheena soverniers
hehe the small gandum of the dynasty warriors
got them at cheena at a super duper cheap price la!!
1 for $13 while i think here sell 1 for $15 (used to be $30++)
bought a few of them and im fixing them one by one now =D
got Liu Bei, Huang Zhong, Zhang Fei, Zhuge Liang & Ma Chao
short of Guan Yu and Zhao Yun and i completed the set le!!
gonna get them in sg...but maybe after army pay comes
on super duper tight budget now XD
spend the afternoon watching magic show
and fixing on Zhuge Liang and Huang Zhong
slept at the mid afternoon...guess i was just too tired
woke up with F1 to entertain me!!!
DAMM! i miss F1 man...becuz it just tells me
im 1 year older and 1year just flew past in me!
its like when i was watching the screen
it reminds me that i was sitting there last year watching and taking photos
just like it was ytd when it was a year thingy ago!
hehe...but still..no difference la..didnt have the urge to go this year
stay home and rest best right?!
gonna get abit busy from tml on and next week ill be less trouble
aleast i dun have to think too many things at one go
looking at different angles and searching for results
its a never ending cycle! a problem with thousand solutions
below are the pics of what i did!!!
my usual hobbies...collectibles! so if ppl wanna buy me anything
no need headache...just get me all the small cute cute display items

ill be happy!!! & 1 thing ='( i regret not celebrating 21st bday!

Huang Zhong & Zhuge Liang

Magic Show =D

Happy 21st Birthday Yi Hua

2009-09-26T11:56:00.001-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday "James"!
LOL! so funny when thinking abt it
was talking to yh over dinner and yeah
let begones be begones =x
a lasting memory though XD
dinner with the guys...tze char
bought swensen ice-cream cake and some personal stuffs
walked ard to kill time and then was dinner time
sat under the usual play ground
just that this time, its with different clique
cooling place to chill out
cake cutting session took some photos =)
this month, so many ppl having birthdays!!
damm!!! gonna have a big hole in my pocket sooner or later =x
thx pauline for the good luck wishes!!!
nitez~

Back In Sg

2009-09-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

in a blink of an eye, im back from beijing 8days trip
say short, not short, long also not long
i mean initially i didnt really enjoy myself
but as times prolong, beijing aint a bad place as i think
seen all sorts of ppl over there
rude, irritating, disgusting, nice, pleasant, quiet...etc..
all u can think of la...just alot of different chara
just like the army they always talk abt!
bought lots of stuffs for myself and OF COURSE friends =)
but mostly myself XD
spent almost abt $300++ on myself =x
but those include munching, tipping and buying stuffs
didnt expect beijing to be such a BIG country
although this tour group was mostly a old man group
all ah gong liao lor...im the youngest
oldest is 80 years old! and he finish the Chang Cheng
i did halfway k! not becuz im lazy becuz its too squeeze >.<
went many places of attraction and see many product introduction
had their kfc and macs!! SUPERB!
must better than sg one la! so many different patterns extra lor
sg shd be like them...like that more ppl will be attracted to eat
everything over there can be consider quite cheap
but not as cheap as bangkok definitely
so far bangkok is still the cheapest country i have ever been too
mum said 2years ltr we visit HK then cross over to Macau again
damm..lol why visit the same old place?? suggested korea or japan XD
impossible dream but i wanna see SNOW as soon as possible
not the one at snow city la! BORING!! i want real snow
too bad went cheena at the wrong timing
ltr abit can see liao XD...maybe ill go on a trip myself after my army
and taggers?? =P
cant go into too details over here else it will be the longest post ever posted
so ppl if u wanna know any details or anything, talk to me =)
ill gladly fill u in...its not a bad country to visit
time is closing in...10 more days to the botak submission
just enjoy myself through these few days more!!!
and i definitely learn alot of stuffs from the tour guide and ppl ard
so many freaking rich ppl in the group
keep buying things and my family is just watching XD
rich ppl what! what to do..so we are the one always waiting for them
not like us...limited to things to buy =(
no complains la! aleast im happy!!
so thats roughly abt the 8days plan
anything wann find out...ask me!
but dun irritated me!!! ill give u shit!!!
Afternoon Sg!!

Last Minute Meet Out

2009-09-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

everyday was last minute plan out for ytd activities
from waking up to meet the secondary sch clique to certain night activities
was so last minute that, its just a call and im off =D
basically i had fun...not sure abt the other few
shdnt mention the names to avoid certain confusion in future
partied all the way till early morning till we left the place for home
everything was just so last minute is all i can say
first time im looking for ppl to go for "parties"
lol everyone pratically was shock by my call
some didnt even dare picked up due to the misconception
of me chasing them for money, end up i have to sms them
called the most possible ones, but still they end up not going
in the end, is the least possible ones...so unexpected =D
as promised, another one just b4 my army comes
afterall, they accompanied me the whole night
even though they tired to hide it
thanks guys =) been real nice to help me out
though u guys aint the real closest one to me
just owe u guys a big time!!!
so thats roughly how the night goes~
shall blog more when im back in sg
so not like me..have to hide blogging JUST incase!!
James life is in danger!! LOL~
ciaoz~
Damm, somehow i hate cheenas
BTW!!! i cant contact anybody cuz my bills havent been paid
and it rose to $93++ liao damm!!!
NIAO JI STARHUB!!
so wait for me to contact u guys ba =)
enjoy holidays! cheers!

Blew

2009-09-15T14:02:00.001-07:00

It Blew
What More Can I Think About Now?
I Just Don't Understand Why We Can't Be Truthful Enough To Ourselves
Why Must We Always Let The Barrel Bar Us From Others
Is It Something That Really Hard To Cross?
Or Is It Really Ourselves That Does Want To Cross
Just Because Of 1 Stupid Mistake Others Make
It Just Isn't Fair To Others
Why Must 1 Person Ruined Everything
Equivalent
To Everyone Else Ruined It
I Just Don't Understand Why
Or Maybe The Problem Just Lies There
It Is Me
Why Blame Others?

Troublesome Night

2009-09-15T12:48:00.000-07:00

stuck down here thinking...its just pure confusing
anyway today is like any other days
kill time with manga and additional, my fav Kopi sweet =B
keep popping non stop...just love it too much
took a nap in the evening and woke up with manga again
after that its supper with the long lost secondary guys marcus and jian yong
caught up abit and then its home
funny thing is, i seems to not understand friends who are always with me now
strange huh? but rather i feel more close to my secondary long lost mates
all of them are suddenly like popping out of no where
sudden contacts, sudden sms and sudden MEET UPS
just a call and im already agreeing to it, not like the past
its just...FUNNY
maybe i shd be what im like in the past to this clique...The "loner"
sitting in 1 corner and observe will do...not so much solutions when they ask for it
or maybe i shdnt just have 1 clique of friends, but many of them more
aleast like not when i used to hang out with 1 and realize that i miss out alot more
i shdnt just hang on to 1 clique ba...like the usual saying goes
Close friend have a few will do, Friends can have alot
just make sure i know how to clear my differences =)
thats all for today...tml lets see if i have any plans
else gotta go get my shoes else im really gonna have a toe cramps
time is running out...damm
CAN YOU PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT IT?

Final Check

2009-09-14T11:13:00.000-07:00

final check for my luggage b4 the trip to cheena
not really excited abt it maybe cuz i dont really wanna go there
sounds boring to me, plus i heard need aleast KILOMETERS of walk DAILY
its gonna be like roadmarch la! damm...better bring my yoko along
incase i really need it >.< just like the old times =D
got everything in...now the real finale is wait for the day to come
lets hope im not too tired for the entire trip and hopefully
the CHEENAS dont hairy hand hairy leg, cuz if they wanna take money
TAKE, pls dont take my passport >.< else ill be a CHEENIAN for life
thats the last thing i ever wanna be...ill commit suicide!!!
stayed home to with my tv and psp to pass another day =D
with a Mega Mac meal...damm im getting fatter day by day again
and my appetite seems to be getting better and better
well...now im having 2nd thoughts, maybe i shd eat
lets NS ltr on to take care of my weight
i mean, everybody who go through BMT whom i know all lose weight!!
let hope i get my 6packs and big big neh neh pok XD
now i even have problem with my pull-ups WAHAHA
big biceps no use liao =X must pump more more more!!!
so guess now everything is done...just waiting for the BIG day to come
2 weeks from now...seems to be crawling by...but still!
i can only say everything is still in control right now
lets hope no hiccups thats all...aleast i HOPE!
else everything will go down the drain...DAMM
im stuck on Neyo - Mad mtv!!
nice nice...BACK TO THE PAST XD
so i guess tml shd be acc mum to cheenatown to get the hotel address
and then is try to find my shoe liao...else ill get toes cramp
in the end, have to chop off the toes! sad right?
might as well chop off my whole leg cuz ankle also no use liao
okok just kidding...gotta pay my bills soon >.<
and owe leonard $50....gotta put here so i rmb!!!
so if anyone cant contact me on phone, watch out for me on msn
cuz i might not be able to pay my bills in time =D
so all the best to me! and to u guys, but i guess u guys wont even need me anyway =)
so thats all nitez!
IF IT RAINS, I'LL SHELTER YOU FROM THE RAIN =)

A Well Experience Night

2009-09-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

sunday outing was cancelled cuz yj got his friend to acc him
so i stayed at home killing my time with manga and videos + psp
but the funny this is, when i tried to take a nap from 9pm to 10.30pm
ppl all spamming me with outing -.- WTH RIGHT!
i wanna slp u guys wanna disturb, im WIDE awake O.O
no even a bloody sms! Zzzz...
waking up with a hungry stomach, i decided to tag along with fred
for teo chew porridge buffet, at the Quality Hotel
miss 2 exits and in the end, we only left 30mins for the buffet
everybody who sees us walking in got a "SHOCK" word on their face
why? cuz who would pay for a buffet that only last 30mins?
but in the end, we still did, ignoring all those eyes!!!
so we stuff foods inside our mouth like we haven't eat for 100years
with the unglam looks except for sharlene who is a gal of course XD
me, wee hou, fred and yi hua ignore our glam side cuz 3/4 are army man
so it doesnt really matters, and the soon to be me, joined in too of course
but the most experience part is, after we are done
wh with the night blindness driver hit the kerb
and guess what? tyre PUNCHEK!
drove to a nearby gas station and got a tow truck to tow us to a nearby
tyre repair shop to see if we can get it done
guess what? the repair cost $800 and can only be done in the morning
while we are stuck there at ard 1plus 2 AM?
DECIDED! the guys wanted to do wheels changing themselves =x
not as if they nv do it b4!!! thinking abt mk cause after the chalet
the wheel itself cost $700 not?? $800 so obvious the uncle wanna cheat us
got cracking and done with the changing of tyre within 2hour or less
great achievement though...next time aleast i know how to change tyres
took some pictures to show the great achievements we did ^_^
but the journey home was draggy! with the new tyres, we drove at 50km/h
to sengkang to drop sharlene, and after that 60km/h back to tamp
machiam like we road hogging like that...but lucky its in the middle of the night
not much ppl driving...tiring night though but well experience =P
definitely no more next time hopefully! woohoo~
SxcOasRsdRweY Ias WgdAgfSasNnbT TfgHhgEerRasE

2009-09-12T12:31:00.000-07:00

Got this sentence from somebody
Neyo-Mad
this song means, every relationship has flaws. but don't waste a second of your relationship argueing. when you could be falling more in love. it's dumb to argue. because life is to short to hold grudges. forgive. and forget. don't let anyone come between you and the person you love. no relationship is flawless. thank god for everything that you have. because some people don't even have that.
TOTALLY AGREED!

A Dead Night

2009-09-12T10:38:00.001-07:00

why is it always like that ar?
when i dont have important post
the post icons work perfectly
when i wanna post something badly
the post icons always go missing leaving me with a blank text box
wonder whats wrong with my com
as if its only trying to pissed me off when im in good mood
pissed me off even further when im in bad mood
all right nvm..forget it!

anyway was waken up by leonard called to go IT fair
acc raymond to marina square to check his shoe but none is nice
so went ard hall 6 just to search for leo's uncle anti-virus
the room was damm squeezy la! all the KPOs go there see see nia
tml then buy....wth right? then come other days la -.-
waste space nia..some even go everyday wth right?
so yeah got his anti virus and went to the 4th lvl to get the printer
back to tamp for KFC cuz got coupon ma...lame right??
and home after that...what can i do man? even sat are borings!!!
hehe kk no complains...maybe i didnt find myself enough activites!!
and BEST thing to stay at home is what? i can SAVE MONEY!
now is the real time to go on DIET and BUDGET =D
tml will be at town to help yj shop for clothes!!! nitez!
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Kiap Kiap!!

2009-09-11T12:11:00.000-07:00

so here it goes!!!
on wed is cheenatown with mum to settle the agency for cheena
and to collect her passport too =x
ate over at the coffeeshop again and did her shopping
all i got was the non-stoppable talks abt the toes getting cold and stuffs
all right! she is going to sponsor me a pair of shoes to cheena
cuz she knows that i always have no MONEY!
& dont want me to let me toe cramp all the way in cheena Zzz
thats settles it when im going to see the shoes with MONKEY as promised!
but whether getting it, its another issue becuz! i want it to be something
that i can wear out not just for the stupid cheena trip!!

thurs...stay home with weights lifting and stoning!
LOL!!! what to do??
"NO LIFE OR WHAT?" <----- somebody quote me this =X

and today...super nice to sleep in cuz of the cold weather!
been so long since i slp till i didnt wanna wake up le
with the rain coming down non-stop and the fan blowing at me
feel damm cosy with the pillows surrounding me =D
wonder how long more will this LAST! cuz army is coming soon T_T
thinking abt it...makes me kinda SAD? WHY DO WE HAVE ARMY!!!!
DAMM! went to IT fair and check out some stuffs
its the same as usual -.- not much difference
just newer products and home shortly
abt to stay home for the day till fabian came with a stupid cal
ask me go prawning to accompany him
saying the gf go find cousin ask me accompany him
and i was FORCED to go la! pek chek...
promise this is the last time im gonna meet him
WITH THIS KIND OF SITUATION LIAO!
why? becuz! the sister is with the bf!!!
the gf went to find the cousin and back within like 1 hour?
and fabian join the gf...leaving me with the rod alone
and out for the 7prawns collect, i fish out 4 of them
funny right? im not there to PRAWNING, but im the one who did most of the work
but i dont blame him la...sticky bf what he!!
but no more next time liao lor but also hard la
going army le...dun think will have the time to meet him up liao
damm suay! got kiap by the stupid prawn!
lucky the bleeding stopped! no big deal!! hehe...
tml lets see what can i do ba, then blog again
thats all...nitey nitez~
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Mayday! Mayday! I Have A Patient Here!

2009-09-09T03:42:00.002-07:00

Damm! MONKEY IS DOWN!
Mayday! Mayday!!
Please do take care of urself k!
Mayday Mayday!!!
MONKEY DOWN!!!!

300th POST!

2009-09-08T13:53:00.001-07:00

irritating COM! damm...SERIOUSLY!
I NEED A NEW COMPUTER!
Zzz..stupid sia!

ok here it goes!
today is a fun day...manage to pick up all my courage to make a 3rd call XD
sorry ar MONKEY! to disturb u =P
today MONKEY is FAST! 1hour done with everything
hehe but me the VAIN POT...got everything done within like 30mins? Good right?
so the journey beings at FEP
i still dunno which station lor!
ITS ORCHARD! shd refer to this post if need help =)
walk ard for perms...found a few nice one
but just couldnt decided which to get
continue to walk ard till reach hereen to get 2 tops for cuzzie bday!! 2 for $49 =D
i gave up the perms XD too lazy to go back get it
MONKEY couldnt stand me la! was irritated by me the whole afternoon even when i said im going to be NICE! LOL!
so done with orchard and we decided to settle dinner at bugis...HUNGRY!
on bus 7, i met a funny encounter!
"HAND SIGN: Move In..."
*?_? Blur Blur*
"Ah Pu Neh Neh: Move In!"
*Huh??*
lol can u imagine that? i gave a HUH?!
MONKEY open her mouth...CANNOT SEE NO SPACE AR?!
power! and i just gave a HUH?!
stupid right? maybe im too stun to react
damm! stupid Ah Pu Neh Neh, MONKEY call her that!
dinner was settle at food junction!!!
Seafood Pasta for me, Ban Mian for MONKEY
meet this cute sisters with their Grandparents
nice grandparents they have...so envious =)
dinner done, this time no coffee, bubble tea instead!
then its off to haji lane...sit down & chit chat
with lots of fun and laughter...and a song came at a RIGHT time afterall ^_^
*listening to it right now!!!!*
hehe I GOTTA A FEELING~ Wuhu~
hours later, nic and her friend, Glen
came to join us...nice chap though =)
but i pity him for some reasons la!
MONKEY and i know can liao XD hehe...
so order more food and drinks with more ahem...
yeah...talk more and more...laughters keep coming in
just like this kind of chilling la
even though we always sit at the same place
but the topics nv seems to run out
coming out with new topics to talk abt
happy, happy and only HAPPY is all i can describe for today outing
left haji at ard 2.45am?
first time we left so late cuz was too happy to leave that place
i mean hardly get the chance to sit down and chat with so much fun right?
got home and now MONKEY is down with flu =(
lack of sleep right? PLEASE SLEEP MORE!
and i found out!! MONKEY have worms in her tummy
just like mine XD guess we are gonna be PIGS real soon
IM ONE ALREADY! gonna transform MONKEY into my breed too =P
and thurs is SUKI SUSHI...YES!
gonna see the unglam MONKEY...no more hiding
happy happy! ok la THURSDAY! HERE I COME!!!
nitez~ I Gotta A Feeling~ Wuhu~
I AM HAPPY!!
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Call?? Don't Call??

2009-09-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

Call?? Don't Call??
Delimma
1st Call done
2nd call??
Maybe not...sms will do =)
AIYA! DON'T CARE! JUST CALL!!

Happiness Is So Simple

2009-09-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

ytd was out gaming...but b4 that
was suppose to be at interchange to change some RMB
for my mum...i mean its my own one la
cant expect her to pay for my whole expenses right??
but giving 2nd thoughts abt it (NOT THAT I NOT PAYING!)
the rates given is not that great and ill be out the whole night
so i cancel the idea and push forward to some other days
shortly after i join the guys for some lan
as u know, time flies when u do something
supper after that and its home =)
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today waking up with leonard msg for watching movie
cancel the idea cuz was on tight budget
but yj said it was his treat instead
& he wants me to acc him on some fashion shopping
for his officer PROM night
didnt pick any becuz of the lack of some stuffs
maybe next weekend =) still got time what!
then it was movie...G-Force!!!
cant expect 6 adult watching such a kiddo show -.-
ok la...story plot abit expected
but afterall, the show is cute luh
826 for lunch and home to change for bball
its been a mth since i last touch the fav sport i like
lost touch of it but the feeling is great!!!
running ard, sweating and banging!!!
guess afterall, i cant deny that i LOVE basketball
lights out and here i am with my bowl noodle once again
days pass by days, weeks to weeks and months to months
soon ill be inside...experience all those sickening talks abt army
becuz 8/10 army man NOW, 1/10 ORD ALREADY & 1/10 NEXT MONTH -.-
shag right??? everytime meet, army topics
sharing this and there which all of them did the same of thing
SO BORING!!! no other topics to talk abt...sick and tired XD
that shd be all =D lets live day by day =D
btw...IT fair is coming!!! hehe...
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HeRe yOu Go!

2009-09-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

All right peeps!
here is the new blogskin =D
for certain reasons i didnt wanna change but in the end
i got convince to change it =)
here you go! hope its more smoothing for the eyes of you guys =)
and Thanks, cuz i know your here becuz you care
now the headache part is i need to always think of a new HEADING!
all right time to blog abt the past 3days =x or 2?
ANYWAY! thursday was a SHORT! but FUN day out!!!
why would i say? hmmm...its becuz!!!
I'M OUT WITH MONKEY!
Huahuahuahuahua!~ though some hiccups appear
but im glad with the "du liang" she have, she forgave me!!
woohoo~ what a wonderful thing XD
but im glad it got salvage with just a little more understanding
had starbucks...no dinner! erm...went Haji lane with nic and his bro
who joined us later...his bro got the typical rocker look
hehe 1 glance and i can tell but he is clever k! 9 POINTERS for O Level
no joke...so pressure to sit beside a future might be PILOT!
sit and chilled all the way till i had my last bus of 197 to bedok interchange
& 10bucks taxi home =D cheap cheap
&& i saved a few more bucks! gotta go on more budget!!
becuz i have something to accomplish!!! a new mission i can say =)
so friday, stay homed One Piece and suppose to do my blogskin
Well, I DID! but its on sat early morning and now afternoon
to accomplish it...phew! its not that hard thats all
just that i always tot java programmings ?_?
i know nuts abt it!!! if only im so hardworking for my poly year
GPA wont be 1.83 liao lor! but im glad i know someone who got lower than me XD
so yeah...guess today shd be another stay home day
shdnt be a problem for me i guess, afterall....
hehe...nvm forget the sad part, i shd be happy afterall ^_^
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sdfcvx

2009-09-02T11:47:00.001-07:00

i still cant figure out whats wrong with the content
so meanwhile give me something to think...
whether i shd change my blogskin =)
or if u would be kind enough to find me a blogskin
or make me a blogskin XD
anyway...today woke up at 11.30am but i prefer to slp in more
so i continued to slp till 4.30pm =X
old habits is back!
so the moment i woke up mum ask me if im heading out
if not go cheena town to pay up the reminding sum
since i had no plans, might as well
afterall, she is carrying a lump sum
tagged along to cheena town and settle dinner at a hawker stall
chop chop done and im back home...boring huh?
but no choice =D this is my LIFE!
btw..i had a job intro
its like cleaner on 9 to 14 sep? IT fair?
even the person himself not sure if its IT fair?
but nvm...not gonna work anyway...too lazy!!!
uploaded photos thx for MONKEY help =D
It's Funny How Life Goes Without You Around

xcvxc

2009-09-01T01:06:00.000-07:00

DAMM! i gain freaking 1.8kg from the 4day trip!!!
siao liao la...must be all the freaking good food ^_^
anyway, i didnt really enjoy myself during the trip to macau
but the food was way too much and fabalous =)
thats how i gain my 1.8kg >.<
u cant imagine the food intake i had over there
its not like i eat there is alot of stalls on the street
but its the food my uncle order!
per meal average dish is abt 8 to 9? and all is BIG portion
and every meal im like clearing out the plates ma...didnt wanna waste food
its not becuz im like eating alot hor...just helping out only!!!
okok skip this...lets start back on last friday activites! FUN!
so b4 we left for the airport at ard 4am in the morning? o.O
to catch the 6am flight -.- me and my cousin wake up on friday morning
RAINING! damm...thinking it was another wasted day just like thurs
but then was wrong! it stopped ard noon and we started out jungle adventure
started off with some atv (automatic transmission vehicle) warm up
the track my uncle build for him...so we went round, up and down slope, bumpy roads
and finally the jungle trail...we really walk up the hill and travel in a circle
lol its really like JUNGLE trail la! and cuzzie wanted to start a fire -.-
wth right? but afterall...it was FUN except for the mosquito bites!
i had a dozen of them till now still though!
after that was swimming to cool ourselves off the heat to prevent heatstroke
and dinner time was indian food recommended by his dad and lights out!
woke up at 2.30am and started preparing and by 4am
headed off to the airport...met up with the rest of his crew
and boarded the plane...off to macau~ 3.45hours
hit macau and visited some of the tourist attraction! okok only la~
soon was lunch!! wahaha...theres where i gain...pics will do the talking =)
hotel check in!!! WAHAHAHA!! if u ever watch Meteor Stars, korean one
its where they film in la! the Gondola and venison like, The Venetian
its the concepts of Venice like...woot! 7-star hotel but service? 2-star
no bluff...their attitude sucks man...not like some 7-star hotel service...PUI!
visit the casino, spa, swimming pool, golf course and my uncle
was kind enough to buy us a ticket for ZAIA, its like a circus show but super nice
per person is abt 200riggit from his personal pocket for 34 ppl
in additional, he bought a casino watch that cost 50riggit for 34ppl also
i mean which boss would take out their own pocket money
and spend it on somebody who work for them only? power right?
and it was shopping! went to high class shops and normal class one
nv hit the low class one >.< the hotel itself already have 330 shops liao lor -.-
but we went other hotels shopping centre also la...cant buy =(
pricing wise...almost same la..but they have more for winter clothings
back home with nth much for myself =) expect perfume and a casino watch
the hotel details i have nth much to type la..just VERY NICE!
and a place that must visit...their technology also very power
just that i hate it with 70~80% is cheena...TMD!
talk damm loud! smoke in the hotel!! damm chu lu!!!
freak them sia...like no manners like that!!!!
check out the hotel on monday morning and slack till 6pm at the hotel
then reach the airport for the flight at 9pm
reach msia ard 2am cuz of delay and then stone at the airport till 6am
for my flight before hitting SG at 7.15am and home at 7.45am
YAWN~ 2 flight at 1 go...slept pratically on the flight way back to SG
its like close eyes, open eye i hit liao....damm!
so thats the 4days trip...pics will be uploaded in facebook
lastly! im glad im alive =) phew!
Im Glad Im Back By Your Side =)

werfdcv

2009-08-27T17:09:00.000-07:00

its freezing cold in this room...bbbbrrrrr~
its been raining since i landed in msia ytd
yes! from the airport till my cuzzie hse, it rained all the way >.<
so freaking cold and its 8am now! cuz i slept at 10.30pm last night!
bbbrrr~
anyway after MONKEY left =(
the plan for wed night was suppose to be nth until pl called
wanted to talk abt stuffs so i agreed to join her for dinner
since the last time sat down to eat together was POLY YEAR 1!
hehe...but we only had yakun and then starbucks to chill out
came along juliana and we started talking more abt relationship and stuffs
guess what? a girl cried infront of me and i dunno what to do!
Zzz....but lucky not alot...just some few drops >.<
its nv good to make girl's cry! guess i understand what girls need more now =)
btw! i bought a cardigan from cotton on! been looking for one so long liao la!
hehe...so the day ended by going home to pack my bag for thursday trip!
slept at 2am and woke up at 5.30am!
im freaking have insomia leh!!!!
HELP!!! watch anime to kill time b4 preparing for the flight
got to the airport too early and i was stoning for 2 HOURS!
freaking bored!!!! argh! no mroe early timing for budget air
plane came...move on...45mins i hit KL
as i said...it came pouring heavily
now then i realise how good being RICH is!
with the big houses, cars, chauffer, good food and good clothings!
damm...how i wish i am more "rich" right now
i mean..whenever i come up to this house, there is always changes
like what? ok cuzzie got a new 3G iphone and he doesnt use it -.-
new computer, new dog, new car and definitely a new house
damm...all these comes so easily...seems hard to many others though
i guess im lucky enough to be able to enjoy such luxury
even though it doesnt belongs to me =)
seen the new house...the master-room bathroom is equal to my 2 rooms!
its like a dream house come true luh...thats why the sayings go
the poor gets poorer, only the rich gets richer
as promised! NO EMO POST!

But it doesnt means im not missing YOU! Loves!